p.s. I don't think I was quite ready for this forum after recently leaving the jw's, I think I would've had a meltdown!
Im starting to feel the same way. Just to be able to talk to people who have gone through the same things as you have helps. Some people have talked about the fact that they were worried about armagedon for a long time after leaving. I am more worrried about the fact that being on forums like this, is the unforgivable sin!