LoiseAlly,
PLEASE read what I have to say carefully. YOU are the lucky one here. I persoanlly was raised a JW. I was never baptized. I married an inactive JW several years ago. She bacame active again 2 yrs ago. It has been extremely up and down since, and quite difficult with our conflicting beleifs and two young kids. Yes, he did love you BUT the organization controls his thinking. MANY MANY marriages have been ruined by the org when one spouse realizes the orgaization does not have the truth and has an extreme history of false prophecies of the end coming- announcing specific years in God's name. They have MANY scandalous coverup, flip-flops of doctrine and a careful examination of their own publications prove undoubtedly that they are not God's org.
I can tell you from personal experience that the organization (not God, not the Bible, but what the org is currently saying) comes above your spouse- right or wrong.
Please research the history of the organization, please do this for yourself. There are many on this board who would be glad to share WTS lit with you.