Posts by Cordelia

i know i've been back and forth these past two years and prob driven you all mad! but i really am doing what i want now, my family don't discuss the truth with me i have come a long way (for me!)

the co wife is my cousin she was like my sister we were brought up together with only a year between them, she cares for me thats why it's so hard!! but i'm going to just forget!!! and hope she does (bet she does'nt eh?)

i will not have a study tho it will undo everything i have done, i'm off to my freinds husbands 50th party tonight its a medieval banquet my family know i'm going only a matter of time before they find out it was a BIRTHDAY PARTY! #

in the past i wouldnt off gone but now i'm doing what i want, wish me luck. x

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What's your favorite dinner?

by beksbks in

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home cooked, healthy if possible?

mine is probably some sort of salad.

Cordelia

super noodles and bacon hmmmm hmmmmmm

tho i can do a good meal for a date ha ha

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i'm being attacked from all angles

by Cordelia in

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think my family friends have been in ca hootes!!

i been doing great for this past year, but made mistake of going memorial.

and now being hit from all angles.

Cordelia

think my family friends have been in ca hootes!! i been doing great for this past year, but made mistake of going memorial. and now being hit from all angles.

my cousin rung me she a co wife wants to study with me over the phone, help!!!

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Nat's gift to Mouthy

by Lady Lee in

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gus_gus, mouthy's daughter and my aunt, asked me to post this for mouthy and nathan.

grace i don't know how you are doing this but every picture i see of you makes you look younger and younger.

Cordelia

well done mouthy i really respect you xx

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HI IM BACK AND MUCH NICER

by Cordelia in

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i took oon board what you all said, to be honest i was crying all time (not like me) and i turned to you guys for support but basically what everyone said that ineeded to sort myself ouf first was right ,, and i think maybe i have, i still single but everytime my parents keep on stick up for myself they know i dont believe it no more , i know its took me ages to come to this but its true im hurting them like hell but i thinki have to for me .

does anyone understand??

xxx.

Cordelia

Thanks lady lee i have always respected what you think, i klnow thats true....... but..... they don't mean to, thats whats so hard for me they really believe they need to save me!!!!

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ok so who exactly is going to the memorial this year....and why?

by Cordelia in

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i am, my dad is doing it, i'm going to their hall theyve just moved there (to 'help' out).

i figured its the one meeting i can't miss as i upset them by not going to any others at all, also ive made a point of not going to my hall and i won't let anyone know i'm at my dads.

my dad is actually worried i might 'be apostate' about it, as i once said surely passing on the bread and wine is like saying 'no thanks jesus!

Cordelia

child of god i understand what you are saying but... how can a sane person say they prayed to god to save them from hurricane katrina and he did?? what about my friends relatives one a co who was klled surely if you read the bible you know he doesnt interfere right now!!!

actually i cant understand i am not here to bash jws my whole family and life was one! you're lucky that when you were dfed you had weak family members who would talk to you!

i am here for support thats all, lovely to speak to people who actually think for themselves not quote the bible in wrong text, you ever read the origanal of what you quoted before!!

sorry but i'm mad at the mo, AND IF YOU WERE A PROPER WITNESS YOU WOULDN'T BE ON HERE!!

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HI IM BACK AND MUCH NICER

by Cordelia in

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i took oon board what you all said, to be honest i was crying all time (not like me) and i turned to you guys for support but basically what everyone said that ineeded to sort myself ouf first was right ,, and i think maybe i have, i still single but everytime my parents keep on stick up for myself they know i dont believe it no more , i know its took me ages to come to this but its true im hurting them like hell but i thinki have to for me .

does anyone understand??

xxx.

Cordelia

Thanks guys,

i know i need to sort things out, i have come far tho my little girl was 6 the other day i sent her to school dressed like a fairy with a big badge on, with loads of pressies for the kids, she loved it, theres witnesses at the school and u know what i just didnt care,

also i have been on the radio doing a weird speed blind date thing, apparently all witnesses tuned in how sad is that, maybe they will finally realise i dont want it anymore,

anyway thanks for all your patience its great to vent sometime x

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Hope everyone survived the big day!

by Hope4Others in

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now that memorial is past i hope that all is well for everyone mentally, physically, emotionally.

many were in a great turmoil as to feelings and what to do about.

going , so how are we all today?

Cordelia

my dad did it i survived actually i'd been asking so many questions about the wine he kind of had an apostate take on it which was great!!!

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ok so who exactly is going to the memorial this year....and why?

by Cordelia in

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i am, my dad is doing it, i'm going to their hall theyve just moved there (to 'help' out).

i figured its the one meeting i can't miss as i upset them by not going to any others at all, also ive made a point of not going to my hall and i won't let anyone know i'm at my dads.

my dad is actually worried i might 'be apostate' about it, as i once said surely passing on the bread and wine is like saying 'no thanks jesus!

Cordelia

ha cognac i just replied to your post and asked if you were going!!

how come your husband is in it and you're not does it cause problems?? x