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  found my biological father

  by lobaugh in

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  i just found my biological father whom is a jehovah's witness too.

  but he chooses to deny the fact that he is my father.

  i know that deep down he knows i am his daughter.

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  lobaugh

  I have never met my father, therefore he has no reason for not wanting anything to do with me. I know that him and my mother had a horrible break up. But they broke up before I was born. And as for everyone being an ex JW. I am disfellowshiped. My father knows nothing about me, unless he found out through his congregation that I am disfellowshiped. Even if he did, he didn't want anything to do with me even before he knew anything about me. I just don't know what to do now. I have no body that talks to my dad to let me know what he is thinking. I also don't understand why I am wanting to be close to him, when he won't even acknowledge me. Sometimes I wonder why I even love him like I do.
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  6

  found my biological father

  by lobaugh in

  1. social
  2. family

  i just found my biological father whom is a jehovah's witness too.

  but he chooses to deny the fact that he is my father.

  i know that deep down he knows i am his daughter.

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  lobaugh

  I just found my biological father whom is a Jehovah's Witness too. But he chooses to deny the fact that he is my father. I know that deep down he knows I am his daughter. I have written him several letters, but his wife returns them if her name is on them. So I write to my brother and father, but never recieve anything from them. I really do need their encouragment to get me back on the right path. I just can't find article's to help me deal with this in the right manner. I am confused at what to do. I am 35 years old, and have lived without him this long, but I really need to know why he does not want anything to do with me. I have contact with some of his family, who are accepting me in the family. My father and his wife and children are the only Witness's in the family. Therefore I try to defend him for not associating with the family, but I don't know why he won't even acknowledge the fact that I even exist. Please help me, I am not trying to cause any harm to my dad and his famiy. I just want him to feel the love I have had all bottled up inside for 35 years.