Actually, I converted and couldn't believe how they were NO BETTER THAN THE WORLD --- in many cases, much WORSE. Ill mannered, uneducated people! I noticed immediately the Theocratic School resembled a Mary Kay sales/recruiting meeting and the gossip/jealousy was no different from people who were heathens and w/out FEAR OF GOD. I realize, of course, there are always a small percentage in religions who are decent people, JW's included.
The pecking order was unbelievable and if you were of a different social status you were shunned EXCEPT when they wanted a gift, handout, free professional services, etc. Of course, I made it known to a few elder's wives that if they messed w/me --- I WOULD MESS W/THEM! I did NOT FIT IN after being abused and scratching my head for few yrs.
With the exception of maybe two JW's (who were in different economic status also) I was the happiest person on the face of the earth when I realized I'd rather be destroyed in the big end rather than be around these loser people. I was searching for information about the religion (cult) online the minute I owned a computer and, unfortunately, this was before H2O.
None of it seemed Godly to me (from Day 1!) as much as I loved learning history and hope (from their recruiting material, the Awake & W/T) but at the hall or anything connected with the Watchtower, nothing seemed right. One cannot have enough EDUCATION and I, obviously, didn't have enough to see thru the brainwashing of the mags.
I do have alittle empathy for the small minority of decent ones --- realizing they've been duped. If other religions are as cruel, deceptive & hateful as the W/T, I want nothing to do w/them.
NV1