The GLOBAL perspective guys, America likes to think it rules the world, the global position is the view I'm looking at, try it, read for yourself the facts, then see what conclusions you come to with an open mind.
Dumb ass Americans!!
Mark
stop the madness!!
get involved locally with 'green' groups.
take a look at this link and find out what they are planning to do to this ancient forest.. http://headwaters-ef.enviroweb.org/about_hw-ef.html.
The GLOBAL perspective guys, America likes to think it rules the world, the global position is the view I'm looking at, try it, read for yourself the facts, then see what conclusions you come to with an open mind.
Dumb ass Americans!!
Mark
hey my friends,.
throw me some positive thoughts over the next few days.. my job worries are back and my brother called yesterday to say my mother is going downhill more quickly than i imagined.. mitch and i are off to visit her and dad tomorrow.. i had a terrible panic attack last night.
mitch got a xanax in me in the nick of time and i calmed down and went to sleep.. hope everyone is having a good holiday season.
Sharing empathy and a listening ear for you any time you need it, email me and I'll phone you if you need further support.
Take care Joel.
Kindest regards
Mark
stop the madness!!
get involved locally with 'green' groups.
take a look at this link and find out what they are planning to do to this ancient forest.. http://headwaters-ef.enviroweb.org/about_hw-ef.html.
What absolute piffle Jelly!!
The laws are made by your Fincaps and Lawcaps, get your head out of the sand and at least comment from the overall observable position, not just a part of it.
BTW Fincaps = Finanancial Capitalists
Lawcaps = Lawyer Capitalists
Ahhhh bingo!!
Strueth, the ignorance of some is truly staggering!!
Peace
Mark
stop the madness!!
get involved locally with 'green' groups.
take a look at this link and find out what they are planning to do to this ancient forest.. http://headwaters-ef.enviroweb.org/about_hw-ef.html.
Amazing, thankyou for your reply, but what of American corporate terrorism that has destroyed the Native Indian culture? What of the countless lives that have been wasted in third world countries due to the raping and pillaging of third world countries assets? What of the burden of international debt? Are these not acts of terrorism too? Or is it so cosy by your combined fireplaces that you think terrorism can only come from a source which threatens your own brandnames?
Think about it.
Mark
if there is one thing that i think that i have learn't this year, it is that people really do not give a shit about you, unless there is something in it for them to gain.
family?
they don't give a shit, they say they do, but when it comes to any real communication about feelings, you just get told to shut up, go away, not needed, useless, liar, your just making it up etc etc.. my old faith, jehovahs witnesses, do they care?
Not in the truest sense of the word, no. You are cyber friends, binary alphebetical code disappearing up a computer screen, not real in the real sense of true friendship. I try to write my feelings, to express so much all of the lived experience, but in absence of your physical company as friends, where I can see your faces, see your warmth, your gestures etc, I am trapped by my own inability to express myself clearly and to feel understood. Too many times, everyone here just tells me, 'Celtic, haha we don't understand a thing that your on about'. This doesn't help. I need real time contact, friendship, warmth, understanding, compassion and reassurance, thats what true friends are supposed to be there for, real time support, not this emptiness, faceless image. Thankyou anyway for trying, it is appreciated.
Mark
And thankyou Ashi. Trouble is, I'm almost ending up believing what everyone else says about me, I'm so tired of this life, I really am, but what can you do when all the fight is out of your system and you have almost nothing left to give? (Rhetorical)
if there is one thing that i think that i have learn't this year, it is that people really do not give a shit about you, unless there is something in it for them to gain.
family?
they don't give a shit, they say they do, but when it comes to any real communication about feelings, you just get told to shut up, go away, not needed, useless, liar, your just making it up etc etc.. my old faith, jehovahs witnesses, do they care?
If there is one thing that I think that I have learn't this year, it is that people really do not give a shit about you, unless there is something in it for them to gain. Family? They don't give a shit, they say they do, but when it comes to any real communication about feelings, you just get told to shut up, go away, not needed, useless, liar, your just making it up etc etc.
My old faith, Jehovahs Witnesses, do they care? Did they ever? No, again, always pushed out, cast to one side, abused, trodden down on, taken the mickey out of, laughed at and scorned often, called names that had no substance in truth.
Friends on the outside? Well, yes, but only one or two very good ones, no more than that, the rest, to them, I am considered a mild inconvenience, I hear their back stabbing comments, their pull downs, their sarcasm and their whispered ridicule.
Why? Why is human nature so? All my life, all I can ever remember is that I wanted to be kind to people, to care for them, to be sensitive to the needs of others, but this year, the remnants of my trust in others is being stripped away, faced by a rather bleak realism, a living day to day reality, of people saying they care, but actions that belie a completely different attitude.
Maybe, it is me afterall, my attitude that is wrong. Do I still care as much as once I did? To be honest, no. Whats the point? Its like pissing into the wind, as much as you try, there is no encouragement, no one there to assist you along the way, no one there to give you that much needed reassurance. So, is it any surprise that I'm ending up so cynical, upon the face of human nature, knowing that the only one that I can depend on is myself, to carry me through.
Does God care? Does He indeed?
Next year, will not be the same as this year, cos for once I'm not going to think about caring for others quite so much. No point, when all your beliefs are just constantly thrown back in your face as having no worth. No, I'm disappearing, I'm even closer to believing that death is a better solution than to carry on living this absurd madness.
May the organisation known as Jehovahs Witnesses know that I now hate what you stand for and the ruination that you have caused to my life, through your corrupt elder network and for all the pain and distress you have caused to so many individuals like myself.
Happy bloody christmas!!
Mark
this thought came to me this morning, as i was lying in bed, trying to figure out which end is up.... the jws dont celebrate christmas, the birth of christ their savior.... because in earlier times, the same date was used to celebrate the return of the sun, the winter solstice.... (by the way, celebrating the return of the sun makes a lot of sense... no sun - no life..... we know the sun is there, we know what it does, no such thing about a god...) .
but i regress.. so, because on this date, pagans used to celebrate the sun, the jws dont want to celebrate christs birth..... its a little bit like not wanting to celebrate the birthday of a loved one, because he/she was born on the same day as a bad guy in history, like hitler, or napoleon, or slobodan milosevic, or saddam hussein, or osama bin laden... etc.... hmmm... my thinking is flawed, because, of course, the jws dont celebrate birthdays either.... question : did they first decide that christmas was evil or birthday celebrating was ?.
edited because the emoticon does not work.... :) :?
Hear Here LL.
I remember a study student raising this issue about wedding rings years ago, even before he was baptised, the guy was marked for trying to cause division in the congregation. I always thought myself that in view of what he was being told to believe on so many issues, that in fact, he was raising a fair consideration.
Take care!!
Mark
provision.. what unbelievable twaddle and comparisons are made in this article.. mark
This is fairly obvious Ballistic, have a good christmas and new year matey!!
Mark
stop the madness!!
get involved locally with 'green' groups.
take a look at this link and find out what they are planning to do to this ancient forest.. http://headwaters-ef.enviroweb.org/about_hw-ef.html.
Cheers Nelly.
Amazing, since when was caring for the environment, the fabric of our living eco-system, considered to be a bad thing? Its upto you I guess which psuedo arguments you want to use, but trees and forests go way beyond any attached labels you attach to people and communities that care about these issues, tell me, you a city or country dweller? And a word of advice, please try thinking outside of the box, twill do you a lot of good.
Kind regards
Mark
provision.. what unbelievable twaddle and comparisons are made in this article.. mark
Provision.
What unbelievable twaddle and comparisons are made in this article.
Mark