The Celt looks up ...... cries his eyes out, cos he knows its the best thing for him, and goes to bed to rest to shut out the pain.
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7The Celts in deep thought & just rambles some thoughts
by Celtic indon't mind me, i'm just thinking aloud.
life is a ruddy strange thing.
on the one hand it is so precious and beautiful, on the other it is worthless and the long deepest sleep of death seems so inviting.
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Eyes, what do they say about the real You?
by Celtic inin the eye is the soul, what do your eyes say about the real you?
within the depths of your eyes, do they give away madness and anger, are they twinkly, fun and mischivious, do you have kind eyes and a gentle spirit, do your eyes say you have an inner wisdom, coupled with either joy or a great sadness?.
what do your eyes say about you?
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Xena, you're eyes say to me, 'take me seriously, my soul appreciates respect, you don't respect me, go away', thats what your eyes tell me.
Elsewhere, when I first looked at your eye, I thought 'Trout', now I'm not sure safter reading what you put below, whether that is quite appropriate.
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The Celts in deep thought & just rambles some thoughts
by Celtic indon't mind me, i'm just thinking aloud.
life is a ruddy strange thing.
on the one hand it is so precious and beautiful, on the other it is worthless and the long deepest sleep of death seems so inviting.
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Don't mind me, I'm just thinking aloud.
Life is a ruddy strange thing. On the one hand it is so precious and beautiful, on the other it is worthless and the long deepest sleep of death seems so inviting. What IS the REAL point of it all?
Don't worry, I'm happy enough. Happy enough that I realise that true joy does not come without it's real sadnesses too.
Do I try to fool myself, that life is going well, when underneath I feel that everything is quite pointless? Why do the words of Solomon in Ecllesiastes feel so true, that all is a chasing after the wind, all is futility.
I do love life and nothing makes me happier than to see others enjoying themselves. But life seems to be passing me by and I do not understand why. There are a great many why's in life, this I have come to understand. There is nothing certain in life. Just when you think that you have either made it, or that you have an understanding of life and it's meaning, something or other, comes along, whacks into the face of your emotions, at the end of which, you realise that all is futility itself. Why must life be so?
Maybe I feel incomplete? Maybe I feel incomplete because I do not have someone to look after as though she were my very own soul? Maybe this is the root source of my problem/s, who can truly tell, who can truly tell the completeness and give total understanding to the roots of our own personal, thinking processes?
Why is this so and why is that so? Why do things have to be this way? Why is it that as soon as you think you have through the journey'ed experience acquired answers, only to face yourself once more and realise that everything you think for yourself is such a load of [EDIT] crap, that you know nothing?
Who has answers, are there any? Yes, just chill mark, be appreciative, be kind, be loyal, be faithful, be loving, biut all of this to what end, it is all a chasing after the wind, a chasing after ones tail. For who is to say that one is foolish or wise? For inasmuch the second I think I have answers based on my own experience and perception, I am rudely reminded of my own presumptousness in gathering for myself this inner knowledge that I have thus gained such correctly, when in fact, the reasoning behind such, is cockeyed to say the least. What is the real point to it all?
What is the point to it all? To tell everyone, everything is going to be ok? Is this in and of itself lying, lying to myself and others? From whence can I base such assumption? All is hopeless this self denial of real truth, though what is real REAL truth if it will not reveal itself untoward ones soul?
The Celt looks puzzled like a dog with forlorn expression.
What the ruddy dickens in the answer and understanding of absolutely EVERYTHING?
Ruddy ruddy ruddy hell.
Streuth.
Blimey.
Oh my giddy aunt, we go round and round in ruddy blinkin ruddy circles.
Celty looks up and ....
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Eyes, what do they say about the real You?
by Celtic inin the eye is the soul, what do your eyes say about the real you?
within the depths of your eyes, do they give away madness and anger, are they twinkly, fun and mischivious, do you have kind eyes and a gentle spirit, do your eyes say you have an inner wisdom, coupled with either joy or a great sadness?.
what do your eyes say about you?
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Homey [edit] off please, cheers, theres a good man!!
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Eyes, what do they say about the real You?
by Celtic inin the eye is the soul, what do your eyes say about the real you?
within the depths of your eyes, do they give away madness and anger, are they twinkly, fun and mischivious, do you have kind eyes and a gentle spirit, do your eyes say you have an inner wisdom, coupled with either joy or a great sadness?.
what do your eyes say about you?
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Mine say Homey do you want a hole in your head where your third eye should be?
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Eyes, what do they say about the real You?
by Celtic inin the eye is the soul, what do your eyes say about the real you?
within the depths of your eyes, do they give away madness and anger, are they twinkly, fun and mischivious, do you have kind eyes and a gentle spirit, do your eyes say you have an inner wisdom, coupled with either joy or a great sadness?.
what do your eyes say about you?
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In the eye is the soul, what do your eyes say about the real you?
Within the depths of your eyes, do they give away madness and anger, are they twinkly, fun and mischivious, do you have kind eyes and a gentle spirit, do your eyes say you have an inner wisdom, coupled with either joy or a great sadness?
What do your eyes say about you?
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Suicidal Thoughts
by Obviously Secret insorry to put such a crappy subject on here but today and like this whole week has been pretty bad.. right when i went to the 5th grade i started getting i was already in the suicidal mood of things and always thought about killing myself or killing a whole bunch of other people.
all during elementary school kids picked on me since i had a habbit of crawling into corners and crying or just sitting and rocking in those corners.
i couldn't talk to anybody, i stuttered and i threw up every time a person talks to me for too long that pushed away alot of people they always talked about me throwing up all the time and everything.
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Celtic
Hey up mate, I can relate, if you ever want to drop me a line, feel free to do so any time, day or night, I don't mind. My number in the UK is 01326 314080, when some one answers, simply ask for Mark, mention nothing else, since there are jw family still living here ok.
When I was a kid of 14 I was smashing my head against concrete walls trying to block out all the internal pain and anguish that was running through my mind constantly, I too thought of nothing but suicide and this lasted on and off until only about 2+ years ago. On coming out the witnesses, I smoked copius amounts of weed, took hundreds of mushrooms, did E's galore, acid aplenty, coke, speed, you name it. So I can relate to these experiences. I too used to try cutting myself with a knife and a few times actually came fairly close to copping it. These days strangely enough, it still feels like I'm living on borrowed time, that I ought really to have been, would have been better off dead long ago.
You do get over these feelings eventually, I think you learn to be kind to yourself and internally you perhaps for the first time ever, actually make friends with yourself too. Therapy of course helps, at my worst point in 1999 I sought the assistance from both psychiatrists and clinical psychologists as well as psychotherapists in gestalt and other fields, to open up to them, whilst being ruthlessly honest with my own feelings helped enormously to off load the immense pressure and burden of the stresses I was going through.
Like I said, telephone me anytime, I'll always give you a listening ear and empathy and loyalty, of course, anything you share, will always remain completely confidential. The offers there, you need not suffer alone.
My kindest regards to you.
Mark
edited for spelling error
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Name you're top 5 posters of all time that make/made no sense
by Celtic in.
only choose those with thick skins that won't take offense and give your reasons why you chose these individuals.. from me, tis chevy, sassy, bisous, sunnygal41 and talesin
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Calm down yam ruddy balmpots, blimey some of you can get het up over nothing. I posted for fun, no other reason you suspicious idiots, gawds sake, streuth, too funny, blimey.
Farkel was spot on in fact, the post was not to set off some competition about favouritism or suck like bollickin crap. It was just fun with no malice intended at all, never is my intention to cause malice or other such crap, thats complete bollockin thinking, rubbish, don't play that game.
Aye, it was posters that make no sense or made no sense, what do you want me to do, spell it ruddy out in plain English or ought I to apologise for being dyslexic?
Bisous, yam are a balmpot, a lovable hind like that of mountain goat, who's arguing wi ee now this time? Tell em to stick ruddy sock in it from me.
Carry on laughing.
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Name you're top 5 posters of all time that make/made no sense
by Celtic in.
only choose those with thick skins that won't take offense and give your reasons why you chose these individuals.. from me, tis chevy, sassy, bisous, sunnygal41 and talesin
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YouKnow Patio34 that dern't surprise me one bit hahahahahahahhahaha, daft apporth!!
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Name you're top 5 posters of all time that make/made no sense
by Celtic in.
only choose those with thick skins that won't take offense and give your reasons why you chose these individuals.. from me, tis chevy, sassy, bisous, sunnygal41 and talesin
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Only choose those with thick skins that won't take offense and give your reasons why you chose these individuals.
From me, tis Chevy, Sassy, Bisous, Sunnygal41 and Talesin