I totally understand that type of delimma.
I was there once. Although I wasn't baptized, I did study a very good few years
then drifted away. Next thing I know is I fall in love, find myself to be a Muslim, then get married.
We have two children and time is running out. My wife is devout and I need some experiences
to help bring forth strength and support for me. Brother, do you know anyone who use to be a Muslim
that has become one of JW's in Truth? If you could help, thank you.
I am in the same position as that disfellowshiped sister. Hopefully Jehovah hears her in a truly repentant
and sincere manner very soon.
Have a good day and hopefully a better "new system".