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  Nothing but the Blood - Chapter 7

  by daniel-p in

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  the place was empty.

  i returned to my stretcher to find angela gone.

  i awoke again in the upper room in the tower, my skeletal figure gleaming back at me in the obsidian mirror.

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  coolhandluke

  facinating. you are a highly talented writer and a gifted story teller.
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  Fear

  by *Incubus in

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  what are you afraid of?

  death?clowns?

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  coolhandluke

  needles, blacking out during a fight, comitting homicide in a fit of rage, jail, my mother, my grandmother, letting down my friends, being someone i'm not, failure and success. think thats about it.
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  So... Do you think you're good looking?

  by LouBelle in

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  after laylas' : do you think looks are important thread, thought this would be a good follow up.. personally i'm just a regular girl, nothing exception, got good teeth, i do love my hair and don't think i'm ugly, but know that i'm no stunner either .

  so come on be honest - how do you rate yourselves..

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  coolhandluke

  

  oh. and thanks incubus
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  brilliant counsel elder style

  by *Incubus in

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  when i was 14 i decided to dissassociate myself.the elder flipped and met with me and my parents.i shared my feelings about the hypocrisy that i saw in the teachings and actions of the witnesses.i was assured that i simply needed to pray more and that i was too young to comprehend the incidents which had made such a negative impression on me.. .

  then they went on to liken my feelings to a man who had a handful of diamonds but could only see the dust on them.. did you ever receive counsel that belittled the real issue?

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  coolhandluke

  that gnawing feeling didn't catch up to me until I was about 22. it was the downward spiral. i said that something was wrong with me if when away from anything 'spritual' like meetings, service, studying i felt at peace and yet when faced with these things I felt physically ill. this was repeated to many. i had become friends with some prominent people in my area because i was involved in the caretaking of the assembly hall's computer network. i repeated this to all of them... the constant response was pray more, study more, go in service more.

  how stupid is that? i say doing this stuff makes me physically ill and you want me to do it some more? retarded. how about, well luke, why do you feel like that? what do you think those feelings are connected to? nah. thats too obvious
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  So... Do you think you're good looking?

  by LouBelle in

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  after laylas' : do you think looks are important thread, thought this would be a good follow up.. personally i'm just a regular girl, nothing exception, got good teeth, i do love my hair and don't think i'm ugly, but know that i'm no stunner either .

  so come on be honest - how do you rate yourselves..

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  coolhandluke

  for the record Incubus looks like Amanda Beard the swimmer, just different color eyes.

  Good looking... yeah. I'm alright. Thing is, its down to how the person is. I have known women who were amazing looking and acted like complete assholes... not so cute. Then been attracted to the girl who won't win a beauty contest but is a blast to hang out with.

  There is this girl who works in my office who is supposedly 'the hot girl' of the office. She's just okay looking. But we work with engineers. Pretty girls don't do this sort of work too often. So the fact that she is under 30, has a normal BMI, good posture and a bra that makes her boobs look perky makes her hot to these nerds. I ignore her cuz I think she's an idiot.
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  I'm going to be a father

  by coolhandluke in

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  i'm going to be a father of a 15 year old boy.

  my nephew.

  there is no human that means more to me than him.

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  coolhandluke

  spaznik - i love my sister, unquestionably. my level of respect for her is the only thing in question. honestly i do not care what happens to her as a result of her children leaving her. she is incapable of raising them to be responsible, qualified members of society. all i care about are her children and their well being. by the time all of them reach 18 their respect for her will have evaporated. i dont want this to happen but she leaves them no choice. so i'll just have to try to pick up the pieces. i won't see them fall by the wayside.
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  My life - A brief history. Part 3 (conclusion)

  by Galileo in

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  this is part 3 and the conclusion to my journey out.

  part 1 can be found here, and part 2 is here.. .

  truth.

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  coolhandluke

  thank you. thank you for writing this. sad though it was amazing bright spots peaked through. 'watching' you question and reason and figure out things for yourself was amazing. thanks again
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  I'm going to be a father

  by coolhandluke in

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  i'm going to be a father of a 15 year old boy.

  my nephew.

  there is no human that means more to me than him.

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  coolhandluke

  thanks for wondering crazy...

  my sister had congestive heart failure and her strangelhold on my nephew only tightened. he and my oldest neice have taken to just leaving the house to go be with friends or do whatever it is that they do without telling my sister. she is sick and facing her own mortality and does not want her children out of her general eyesight. the situation gets worse and worse and she cannot see the damage she is doing to them. however they are not mine so i cannot change it. i just have to wait it out. the boy will be 18 in less than three years. september 22nd 2010 i'll be on a plane with a suitcase, packing him to come live with me. by then his mother will have no control of what i do with and toward her son.
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  To all Bible believers... and non

  by dawg in

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  my questions to you that believe the bible are this .

  ok, so you come on this site and attack the jws, why cant you see that you are the same as the jws when you defend the bible?

  after all, arent you defending the already dis proven faith that you believe?

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  coolhandluke

  i had that question for a long time as well. the live forever book shows jesus on a scale with adam and that scale is equal in 'mass'. i always wondered how an in the flesh angel could possibly 'weigh' the same as a perfect man. so they both started off perfect. in my recollection adam had no 'magic' powers like jesus. so they are not equal and the explination is a load of rubbish
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  To all Bible believers... and non

  by dawg in

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  my questions to you that believe the bible are this .

  ok, so you come on this site and attack the jws, why cant you see that you are the same as the jws when you defend the bible?

  after all, arent you defending the already dis proven faith that you believe?

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  coolhandluke

  i have to agree with you on this dawg. i want to believe in a creator because it means that i dont have to answer hard questions or perhaps even admit that i have no answers. the fact remains that i really don't know and as much faith as a person may have, they really don't know either. we are simply all struggling through the day. that is the honest truth.