That is a very good idea enigma. Anybody know any good reading material?
And please anybody but Dr. Phil!
stillAwitness
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FEELING VERY DEPRESSED, EMPTY. LIFE IS CONFUSING...
by stillAwitness inmeetings are dragging me down.
it sucks because i still live at home and have no choice but it has gotten to the point where i have left early at times just because i cannot stand to hear all the b.s from the platform.
how do i just keep doing what i have to do till i know i can leave?
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FEELING VERY DEPRESSED, EMPTY. LIFE IS CONFUSING...
by stillAwitness inmeetings are dragging me down.
it sucks because i still live at home and have no choice but it has gotten to the point where i have left early at times just because i cannot stand to hear all the b.s from the platform.
how do i just keep doing what i have to do till i know i can leave?
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stillAwitness
Why does God do that? I mean, you think its true he won't give you more than you can bear? So if you die b/c of all that you are going through does that mean God has delivered you? Or is that proof that you could not bear no longer.
Its weird to me now. The whole God concept. I am starting to lose grasp to it all.
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Male pregnancy anyone?
by truthseeker inanyone seen this site?.
http://www.malepregnancy.com/mingwei/.
in the years since the first "test tube baby" was born in 1978, physicians and scientists from ryt hospital have been working to develop a viable technique for the successful impregnation of male individuals.
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stillAwitness
Is that article for real??????
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FEELING VERY DEPRESSED, EMPTY. LIFE IS CONFUSING...
by stillAwitness inmeetings are dragging me down.
it sucks because i still live at home and have no choice but it has gotten to the point where i have left early at times just because i cannot stand to hear all the b.s from the platform.
how do i just keep doing what i have to do till i know i can leave?
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stillAwitness
P.S What's the deal with D'F? Everyone's always picking on him.
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FEELING VERY DEPRESSED, EMPTY. LIFE IS CONFUSING...
by stillAwitness inmeetings are dragging me down.
it sucks because i still live at home and have no choice but it has gotten to the point where i have left early at times just because i cannot stand to hear all the b.s from the platform.
how do i just keep doing what i have to do till i know i can leave?
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stillAwitness
I do see that many of my worries are because of myself. Most of you are right. I have not taken the time out to really know what makes me happy. I am so caught up with asking God the why's that maybe I have the ansewrs within myself. Its comforting to read the comments on here.
I started dating someone who is really sweet, always there to listen to the troubles I've been having but being that he knows nothin about being a witness, he tries but he will never really comprehend how deep-rooted my feelings are. There are things you guys can understand that he can't.Thats why I'm thankful for an oonline community like this.I'd probbably go crazy if I did not have anyone to talk too. Honestly.
And as for therapy? That's be great but I can hear the Visa card being maxed out just thinking about it!
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FEELING VERY DEPRESSED, EMPTY. LIFE IS CONFUSING...
by stillAwitness inmeetings are dragging me down.
it sucks because i still live at home and have no choice but it has gotten to the point where i have left early at times just because i cannot stand to hear all the b.s from the platform.
how do i just keep doing what i have to do till i know i can leave?
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stillAwitness
Way ahead of you xjwms- I try to avoid meetings as much as possible with using school as an excuse of course there is only so far I can go without the eldeers trying to scheduel an elders' meeting so I am cautious of that.
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FEELING VERY DEPRESSED, EMPTY. LIFE IS CONFUSING...
by stillAwitness inmeetings are dragging me down.
it sucks because i still live at home and have no choice but it has gotten to the point where i have left early at times just because i cannot stand to hear all the b.s from the platform.
how do i just keep doing what i have to do till i know i can leave?
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stillAwitness
I understand that... living my life and all but i mean is this all there is? I mean I go to school, find a job, married kids and then die? Is it heaven? Hell? Some Paradise? Maybe I'll be reincarnated? I dunno. I mean, I don't know.
I'm just so petrified of death. It honestly keeps me awake at night. Is there something wrong with me? Could it be a real phobia or something?
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FEELING VERY DEPRESSED, EMPTY. LIFE IS CONFUSING...
by stillAwitness inmeetings are dragging me down.
it sucks because i still live at home and have no choice but it has gotten to the point where i have left early at times just because i cannot stand to hear all the b.s from the platform.
how do i just keep doing what i have to do till i know i can leave?
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stillAwitness
Meetings are dragging me down. It sucks because I still live at home and have no choice but it has gotten to the point where I have left early at times just because I cannot stand to hear all the B.S from the platform.
How do I just keep doing what I have to do till I know I can leave? Its really starting to wear on me.
Plus, I just found out an old classmate of mine died last year in a motorcylce accident. I mean I knew the girl but its not like we hung out on weekends or anything. Its just its really starting to hit me that I am getting old. Life is moving and if I don't keep up I'm just gonna get left behind.People keep saying its ok to not have all the ansewrs now but I can't deal with it. I am scared out of my mind of the future. And death- my goodness; I can't even grasp death. I don't want to think about it, don't wanna hear about. It scares me out of my mind.
Religion has always been there to give me all the satisfying ansewrs. But now that I know it can't be trusted whose gonna ansewr my questions? I don't know what's real anymore. I am constantly screaming out to God but I dunno.. is he even listening?
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they might be dubs! please read and give your opinion!
by kittyeatzjdubs inseriously...i think some dubs are living across the street from me and matt.
i was talking to him about it last night and he was like, ''how the hell could you even know unless the told you?
1. tuesday evening i went to get something out of my car and i notice the mother and daughter walking out of the house.
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stillAwitness
Hey Kitty! Long time no chat. I see you have a pic up. Nice.
And about the neighbors: Good luck! Cause its any day now they'll be waiting for that fine oppurtunity to give you a witness using Presentation #3 from this month's Kingdom Ministry.
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Sad news - Our friend Larc
by Angharad insome of you may remember larc and zazuwitts, who used to post here regularly.. .
i heard from zazu today that sadly larc passed away this morning.
he died peacefully in his sleep of heart failure.
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stillAwitness
My prayers are with the family.