yesterday morning was my bookstudy.
but i had a runway show to do that night (i think i have mentioned before that i have been pursuing modeling) and so of course i had to skip out.
my parents go to a differ bookstudy than me but in the same hall and so they were able to notice that i was not there.
Have you been to college? if not, now is a good time to start.
Yes I am in school for Health And Nutrition. I have been determined to not miss a single semester. Even if i do leave home
"A year from now you will wish you started today."
Thank you for the encouraging words. I really like this quote.
yesterday morning was my bookstudy.
but i had a runway show to do that night (i think i have mentioned before that i have been pursuing modeling) and so of course i had to skip out.
my parents go to a differ bookstudy than me but in the same hall and so they were able to notice that i was not there.
Wednesday:Most likely they just resent you for not wanting to be a jws and think they can bulldoz you into being one by cutting of the support. and that shite works too, money helps everything .It is nice to have money, to be able to have nice clothes, furniture, keep those nails done, drive a nice car.. You have it now, but look what price you are paying. But money is so nice to have.
My bf says the same thing. He reminds me that you just can't put a price tag on your independance. And I do think that is what my parents are trying to do. Its so sad to see how the WT has made them this way.
The elders will probaaby DF you for it, hate to tell u this. It is called tha appearance of evil. they presume you are fornicating , even if you are not. can't beat them, spend the night with him and they will DF you. They will say (even if you have only been given a week and have no money saved up) that you are an adult at 22 and if you do not want to be a jws then go and mooch off the worldy people.
But how will they know I am living with my bf? I won't say anything to anyone.
yesterday morning was my bookstudy.
but i had a runway show to do that night (i think i have mentioned before that i have been pursuing modeling) and so of course i had to skip out.
my parents go to a differ bookstudy than me but in the same hall and so they were able to notice that i was not there.
Scully: BTW, is Sister Moochalot still in your folks' house?
She's turned our guest room into her own personal hotel room. We have not seen or heard from her in months but supposdly she's in mexico or something where the need is greater. I told my mom to get her stuff out and to let her know that she can't use our home as her own personal storage facility but of course my mom had nothing but nice things to say to our little pioneer friend. BLAH!
Listen to all of us... look at all of us.... we've made it through all these hardships
Yes you are right. When I look at it that way it makes me less scared.
yesterday morning was my bookstudy.
but i had a runway show to do that night (i think i have mentioned before that i have been pursuing modeling) and so of course i had to skip out.
my parents go to a differ bookstudy than me but in the same hall and so they were able to notice that i was not there.
You are all right. Gosh, I wish i didn't feel so weak all the time. In my mind its always can't can't can't.
yesterday morning was my bookstudy.
but i had a runway show to do that night (i think i have mentioned before that i have been pursuing modeling) and so of course i had to skip out.
my parents go to a differ bookstudy than me but in the same hall and so they were able to notice that i was not there.
The YMCA has rooms for rent???? Is it mostly homeless and crackheads there though? I'd rather be with my bf in that case but thank you for the note. I will look into it
yesterday morning was my bookstudy.
but i had a runway show to do that night (i think i have mentioned before that i have been pursuing modeling) and so of course i had to skip out.
my parents go to a differ bookstudy than me but in the same hall and so they were able to notice that i was not there.
Start calling any JW friends
I don't have any.
yesterday morning was my bookstudy.
but i had a runway show to do that night (i think i have mentioned before that i have been pursuing modeling) and so of course i had to skip out.
my parents go to a differ bookstudy than me but in the same hall and so they were able to notice that i was not there.
Do you have a girlfriend you can hook up with, or can you co-op with students or the like?
no. Not anyone I know. Or anyone who I know is responsible enough at least that I would want to move in with them. Most girls I know don't pay their half of the rent on time and that sort of sillyness.
I suppose there's always other options. but its almost like i need this push to finally just leave. That kick in the ass to finally break free and now that its here i don't know if I can get my feet to move in the right direction. Did anyone else ever feel like that?
yesterday morning was my bookstudy.
but i had a runway show to do that night (i think i have mentioned before that i have been pursuing modeling) and so of course i had to skip out.
my parents go to a differ bookstudy than me but in the same hall and so they were able to notice that i was not there.
Again,l I have a ar but its in my folks name. Wether I will be able to keep it> i dunno. If not then I am really screwed. I have a good job. If I can get it transferred to the location near my bf that would be great.
Again, does anyone know is the elders will still harass me if it is my parents who threw me out and me not just leaving? If I do leave should I tell my folks I am moving in with my "worldly bf" who they know nothing about of course????
yesterday morning was my bookstudy.
but i had a runway show to do that night (i think i have mentioned before that i have been pursuing modeling) and so of course i had to skip out.
my parents go to a differ bookstudy than me but in the same hall and so they were able to notice that i was not there.
Just a thought are you sure that this 'one lie' is all there is to this? Sure your weren't ratted out Richie Rich style?
My parents have never trusted me. My mom knows I hate the JW life and I think she's been looking for a way to get rid of me.She's a regular pionneer now and takes every chance to mention her deay out in servie with one of the young ones in her hall. I've gotten "in trouble" before. if that is what you would call it. A guy calling the house who was not a witness, my mom finding a skirt way below the 3 inches below the knee limit. The silly stuff that a jw goes fanatic over. Its really just a culmination of 5 years of hell boiling down to this moment,
yesterday morning was my bookstudy.
but i had a runway show to do that night (i think i have mentioned before that i have been pursuing modeling) and so of course i had to skip out.
my parents go to a differ bookstudy than me but in the same hall and so they were able to notice that i was not there.
I just wanted to add that I was out of my house at 17 without a pot to piss in... slept on the street for a couple of nights too... but here I am...
But you're a GUY! Its so much easier for ya'll. If I end up on the streets I have to worry about being raped and stuff. Its so much scarier for us.
