destroyedbyhate

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  Another JW sports star

  by undercover in

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  2. friends

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  apologies if this has already been posted:.

  http://www.indystar.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?aid=/20051030/sports04/510300400

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  destroyedbyhate

  Yeah his parents must have been real good JW's letting him play sports and all.
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  Ouija Board

  by Inquisitor in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  has anyone ever played with an ouija board?.

  is the game as dangerous as has been suggested by the wts all this while?

  wts seems confident that all inexplicable events associated with the game comes from a supernatural source, and not a psychological one.

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  destroyedbyhate

  Oh yeah I have played with the Ouija board before. Probably going to hold off on doing that again for awhile. Unlike most who got no response, my experience was pretty crazy. It was interesting to say the least. I don't talk about it much, and don't really plan to. It changed my perspective on things a little bit though.
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  Have you ever just wanted to pick up and leave?

  by destroyedbyhate in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  has anyone ever wanted to do that?

  to just leave and tell no one where you are going.

  start over fresh in a new place where nobody judges you based on your past.

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  destroyedbyhate

  Tetra, I know how that goes I live in the town where everyone knows who I am. I have been thinking about moving to a big city like LA or Seattle and get lost in trying to be a dirty rock star. Sounds like fun I think.
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  Have you ever just wanted to pick up and leave?

  by destroyedbyhate in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  has anyone ever wanted to do that?

  to just leave and tell no one where you are going.

  start over fresh in a new place where nobody judges you based on your past.

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  destroyedbyhate

  Yeah, being 28 and single for the first time in 10 years is a little strange. When you don't have much left but a bottle of Jack Daniels for company it makes you long for something new. Funny how you find out how many true friends you have when your life blows to s@$#.
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  Have you ever just wanted to pick up and leave?

  by destroyedbyhate in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  has anyone ever wanted to do that?

  to just leave and tell no one where you are going.

  start over fresh in a new place where nobody judges you based on your past.

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  destroyedbyhate

  Has anyone ever wanted to do that? To just leave and tell no one where you are going. Start over fresh in a new place where nobody judges you based on your past. To be in a place where you can be whoever you want. Maybe running away from my problems won't solve anything, but I guess you never know until you try.
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  What to do when life starts over

  by destroyedbyhate in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  have any of you ever thought that you would be with somone forever in a paradise earth?

  then you realize that it was all a bunch of lies.

  you slowly watch the marriage you had dissentgrate before your eyes.. you want desperately to fix it, but you are being pulled in too many directions.

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  destroyedbyhate

  Have any of you ever thought that you would be with somone forever in a paradise earth? Then you realize that it was all a bunch of lies. You slowly watch the marriage you had dissentgrate before your eyes.

  You want desperately to fix it, but you are being pulled in too many directions. You see 10 years of time, effort, and commitment die a slow death. You try to hold on but you just aren't the same person anymore, but she still is. Suddenly you are all alone to face the demons left behind by serving a false god and false religion for 25 years of your life.

  There are so many dreams yet to be fulfilled, but getting past the lonliness and sadness is hard. Part of you wishes you could turn back the clock and fix it, but the other part longs to be free and live life for yourself for once. Big changes are there for the taking. Will it all be OK? I don't know. Wise men have said that time will heal all wounds. But I feel like I have been broken, and I'm not sure if I can fix it. Everything I touch I screw up. You just want somone there to tell you it will all be alright, but you stare blankly at the computer screen in front of you. Being alone is scarier then I thought. But at the same time it is exciting. I am so confused.