i was wondering if there are any current regular posters here that are still active , but are mentally inactive and don't believe all the bull anymore, and are just going through the motions to keep their life with friends and family together.. i realize this might be a posting that will probably get 0 replies, but.......
granted i have not been on in a while... from when i was regular n this site, i know there were a few... and they might hae given up by now, or they have left... this is a wonderful stepping stone if youre thinking of walking away! TRUST ME!
the infamous one
true?
there are jw names through out the letter .
don't read this if you aren't feeling well you will lose your lunch.does jehovah know what is going on, anddoes he help?.
oh god... i didnt even realize i wasnt feeling well until i read this... lol... its great he can build kingdom halls... when does he plan on doing something about the starvation, death, poverty and pain of the world????
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posts that is.
open mind.
can't be celebratin' no pagan birthdays so i guess i'll have to settle for a post party.
yay good for you... and soon we'll get you celebrating the birthdays too!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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a couple of weeks ago i bought a new toilet seat.
hubby is supposed to install it, but hasn't yet.
i was looking at the instructions today to see how hard it would be for me to do (not very hard, all i needed was a screwdriver).. on the back of the packaging it said this seat was designed for your comfort and creativity.. that made me laugh!
oh man, its one of my fave places to think... even if it smells, its the one place you are truly alone.. lol
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apparently the process of degaying pastor ted haggard will be a long one.. takes up to 5 years according to the ungaying pro.. http://thinkprogress.org/2006/11/23/dobson-haggard-cure-gay/.
poor haggard, wonder what he will do about his sexuality during those 5 years?.
norm.
ha ha ha, i saw the title and knew i would laugh.. and i laugh,... i knew it was a disease... all the gays need to go get cvured now... we will call it gays anonymous!!! no but seriously, MORON! god, i cant believe there are still biggots like that out there!!!
--the infamous one
this is the guy that sat on my razor blades the one time i was thinking of cutting myself... this is the guy that everytime my dad beat me, would come to my room and lay with me... this is the guy that one time jumped into the bathtub with me while i was crying after a brutal beating, the cat hated water... this is a cat that was more family to me than my own father and mother combined... this was my best friend... .
today i had to do the hardest thing i ever did, i had to choose to have him put down... and as he fought the vet, and tried to bite her, i put my hand on his head, and he stopped struggling... and as they put the last needle into his leg, he purred until he died... the vet says she has never seen that before... this was my best friend and i had to kill him... fuck, im a baby, but i miss him soooo much.
the infamous one.
there was something eerily familiar about the way he looked at me... i feel like ive known him before... but hey, maybe thats too spiritual for me... he was special, and always there to show his unconditional love... that cat was more friend than anything else... he was definitely my angel!
--the infamous one
judicial committee preparation.
recently a friend inquired about how to best prepare for a judicial committee hearing from the prospective of the subject individual.
at a minimum i recommend the following:.
this is how i would prepare if they ever told me they wanted to put me in a room with three of their "elders"....
1. a clown nose (so they know i think theyre ridiculous)
2.a metal chastity belt (cuz i know those buggers are all trying to gang bang me)
3.three pistols hidden in strategic places (look to the reson for my last preparation)
4. a pitchfork (cuz theyll need it where im sending them)
5.devil horns and red contacts (i want them to know why theyre df'ing me)
i think thats about all id need
--the infamous one
this is the guy that sat on my razor blades the one time i was thinking of cutting myself... this is the guy that everytime my dad beat me, would come to my room and lay with me... this is the guy that one time jumped into the bathtub with me while i was crying after a brutal beating, the cat hated water... this is a cat that was more family to me than my own father and mother combined... this was my best friend... .
today i had to do the hardest thing i ever did, i had to choose to have him put down... and as he fought the vet, and tried to bite her, i put my hand on his head, and he stopped struggling... and as they put the last needle into his leg, he purred until he died... the vet says she has never seen that before... this was my best friend and i had to kill him... fuck, im a baby, but i miss him soooo much.
the infamous one.
thanks alot guys... lol, funny how much these creatures come to mean to us... i almost took a third day off work in a row, but figured, i needed to try and distract myself.... sleep and my poetry helped a little too... im feeling better, just not looking forward to returning to an empty home... :(
--the infamous one
earlier today i was thinking back to some of my old friends i had while living in minnesota, and attending the pine city congregation.
my j-dub friends were like many non-j-dub .
teenage boys and would drive fast, drink beer or any other kinds of trouble you can think of.
ha ha ha... yeah we pulled those stunts... we all once thought we were better than everyone else... and thats why ppl hated us... we were untouchable, except when we got touched, and if we got touched, wed label it persecution... not our own stupidity!!! WE WERE ALL MORONS ONCE!
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myspace is to thank for this great little peice.... .
warning - do not read any futher if you have a weak stomach.......... .
a christian wrote a letter to the editor of a newspaper and complained that it made no sense to go to the kingdom hall every sunday.
you know... i listen to idiots talk quite often... and i dont remember everything they say,... that could be because i ignore them.. or because none of it is important... or because its all bs... or maybe its because they are on stage at a KH... yeah thats probably why i dont remember it!!!
--the infamous one
