i could never ever ever sit there... i would be too busy trying to fix whatever it is that is killing my child... taking her to every doctor every everything to fix her,... even though i know it will probably never be fixed, at least she will die knowing that her daddy loved her so much that he did everything in his power to save her,.... she will be too busy hoping that its not the end... helping find the "fix" that when she does die, it will be in my and her mothers arms... she will nto have time to ask what happens when she is done, because she will not realize she is done until after it has happened... i cannot even picture what will happen to me if i have to bury one of my children, and i havent even had any yet....
i just cant do it.....
the infamous one (crying for the dead child he never had!!?!??!!)