Hi Seeker,
I have to disagree as I see Tetra as very 'lost' at this moment,aside from religion.when he makes statements like ...Doesn't care about anything,burning the candle at both ends,marriage broken up,drugs,etc: trying to get the JW /Christian thing out of his life running away from every issue,going to ignore them for the rest of his life.His upbringing,being 'screwed up'
Tetra I am just trying to show you a way to get some peace in your life,to feel loved,to make some sense of your life,Not forcing you into yet another box,rules,control,..............but showing you freedom.
As I have said I have seen my sons/brothers and others go through similar experiences.The freedom you seem to want right now only brings pleasures,does not bring true happiness,never will.
One of my brothers is an alcoholic,has lived a life of doing whatever pleases him of not giving a f***We have picked him up from all sorts of places .once just laying in the gutter,He has gone through so many broken relationships .Then one evening he was visciously attacked and almost killed,Was hit on the head with a golf club and nearly died..............he had a near death experience.When we visited him in hospital he was like a child,so lost,so scared.He is 6ft 4 in,and as tough as they come ,not many would take him on.
Some time later he rang me and said "Tell me about all this God stuff"so I did what I could and he listened.He has not become a Christian yet neither has he stopped drinking,but at least now he is trying,so he drinks less,is now in a stable relationship and they have a child who he adores.He has also visited a church......now he is asking his own questions.....so is his partner.
Tetra when I say I can tell you many stories of people and their experiences well I can........not make believe but real.and from people from different backgrounds.
Jesus builds His church it is not about buildings/organisations but people........LOVE.Love for God and your neighbor.Jesus loves us.There is a better way.
We love you Tetra ,be assured you are in my prayers .
2 Coll:8.Beware lest anyone cheat you through philosophy and empty deceit ,according to the tradition of men,according to the basic principles of the world,and not according to Christ.
Bye Tetra I hope you find happiness ,I hope all of you do.
Godbless.x