Looking back, I realised I was terrified of anything remotely demonic.
I've faded for 10 years now and the nightmares about demon attacks only stopped about 8 months ago.
That's about 33 years of baaad dreams and of course I couldn't tell anyone.More study, more prayer, more F/S, nothing I did was ever enough. And the years of depression and guilt!
Some of the pictures that Danny Haszard puts up sometimes remind me of this indoctrination of fear on a par with the worst the Catholics ever dreamed up.
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One of the long term effects of growing up a JW...
by Pwned infor me anyways.. i still have nightmares about demon attacks.
that was the one belief that really had a grip on me growing up.
i was terrified of demons and even thought i was being attacked one night for bringing home a toy with a pagan symbol (ying-yang) on it.
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Headlines-2029
by startingover inheadlines from the year 2029: .
ozone created by electric cars now killing millions in the seventh largest country in the world, mexifornia, formerly known as california.
white minorities still trying to have english recognized as mexifornia's third language.
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oh you...you left wing optimist!:)
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I need some help please?????
by EAGLES inok i've been away for many many years i think i'm going to go to a big 4 day assembly this year for old time's sake.
i have several questions.
first of all what color are the food tickets this year?
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Welcome EAGLES
I didn't take any of that seriously!
Bet you can't wait for the 'new release'
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I need some help please?????
by EAGLES inok i've been away for many many years i think i'm going to go to a big 4 day assembly this year for old time's sake.
i have several questions.
first of all what color are the food tickets this year?
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Welcome EAGLES
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Mom charged in Daughters killing.
by Parliament ini wonder if the are going to change the talk this coming sunday at the hall.
i'm only wondering because she goes to the same hall i used to attend.
yep she's a dub.
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"......But God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear,.....he will also make the way out...."
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MORE BRAIN-DEAD QUOTES FROM APRIL 15 WT
by Mary ini really think those in the writing dept.
should be checked over for dementia or just plain insanity.
here are some highlights from the april 15th wt magazine that i thought you'd enjoy:
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And don't forget their favourite book, Ecclesiastes: "Whatever your hand finds to do, do it with all your might..." (Ecc 9:10)"
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What makes you happy?
by JH inme, i love to make others smile and laugh.
i love to ride in my car.
i love to take a walk on warm summer days.
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anewme, rim wasn't being funny:)
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Fluff: Would you...
by serendipity ina few weeks ago, i was at the bank drive-through cashing a check for $331.
the teller sent out $3310.
i was shocked and immediately sent it back.. i told my daughter when i got home, and she said "why didn't you keep it?
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No No NO NO NO!!!!!!!This can't be true!!!!!!
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Fluff: Would you...
by serendipity ina few weeks ago, i was at the bank drive-through cashing a check for $331.
the teller sent out $3310.
i was shocked and immediately sent it back.. i told my daughter when i got home, and she said "why didn't you keep it?
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Wilco Christine!
"uses bad grammar". Well I hope your little guys got a good Grammar to compensate:
Pete