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  looking for friends to talk with

  by ctisi in

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  hi all brothers and sisters.

  i am simply looking for friends to talk with over email or icq.

  i am adjusting to living alone after my wife left me and then was disfellowshipped.

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  All i can say is woooooooh!!!!!!!!!!
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  looking for friends to talk with

  by ctisi in

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  hi all brothers and sisters.

  i am simply looking for friends to talk with over email or icq.

  i am adjusting to living alone after my wife left me and then was disfellowshipped.

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  oh no i think i am stepping on someones toes... Seven is cute but also someone else is interested... hehehe but don't think i will back off :)
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  looking for friends to talk with

  by ctisi in

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  hi all brothers and sisters.

  i am simply looking for friends to talk with over email or icq.

  i am adjusting to living alone after my wife left me and then was disfellowshipped.

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  Oh the matrix what a good movie my favorite. If that were true i think i would understand alot better alot of things that go on. oh well. thanks i will look for that on the other boards about why Jehovah permits suffering in this world. You guys must be sick of me wining by now i will try to change the subject. Seven's cute don't you think? heheh
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  Just want to get past it........

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  i appreciate so much of what is being said here, but frankly i just want it done with.

  i don't even care if their doctrines are right or not, their conduct, their conditional love and their hypocrisy is definitely wrong.. i have given up looking for a church that has the answers, there is none.

  there are no perfect churches, doctrines or people.

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  Hi there, You know i know exactly what you are talking about.The way that i feel is that if you know right from wrong and do what is right that is all that god will look at not at what man made building you go into to learn about him. I have just became inactive and i am so scared to tell anyone that i don't want to go anymore i don't know why i am afraid it is probably bacause of all the bull they will tell you and how bad a person you really are for not going. And once i get out of this fear of the elders comming to my door i know that i will be happy and i can feel the happiness already that i can move now and am not stuck in the house untill the next meeting.. Sorry for being so blunt but i am not to happy with the society right now. Later
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  looking for friends to talk with

  by ctisi in

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  hi all brothers and sisters.

  i am simply looking for friends to talk with over email or icq.

  i am adjusting to living alone after my wife left me and then was disfellowshipped.

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  ctisi

  By the way am i using this right or is there a nother way that i should be replying to messages?
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  looking for friends to talk with

  by ctisi in

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  hi all brothers and sisters.

  i am simply looking for friends to talk with over email or icq.

  i am adjusting to living alone after my wife left me and then was disfellowshipped.

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  you know Path i don't even need time to think as the last year pasted and as my life was going down slowly i noticed a difference in the way i was treated and it wasn't just by the elders either it was everyone that knew what was going on. What i was thinking to myself was i didn't do anything to upset them it was my wife and they are treating me the same as if i was doing something wrong. Well then i knew that something wasn't right and that i didnt't belong and that is also how they made me feel. So thinking about it? No already seen first hand what they are all about and don't like it and don't want it. But one question to you and others, Do you believe in Jehovah? I do but sometimes i just don't know, ii wonder to myself if there was a god named Jehovah and he is as loving as they say then why why all of this? I just don't know maby someone can enlighten me on what they think
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  looking for friends to talk with

  by ctisi in

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  hi all brothers and sisters.

  i am simply looking for friends to talk with over email or icq.

  i am adjusting to living alone after my wife left me and then was disfellowshipped.

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  Thanks Path, I never thought of that. Well it isn't that i really care what they think right now but I don't feel like dealing with them right now so don't want a knock on the door from them. Thnks for the welcome i really appreciate all of this i am enjoying all the replies that i am recieving i am glad that there are people out there who know and understand what I am going through. You can't talk to any of your old friends because they all turn away as well. (What kind of friend is that) It is not that i don't appreciate Jehovah or anything it is just that i am not to happy with the Watchtower organization at present. If only they would look into what real life was like they might be a little more compasionite. O well like you said they are not the perfect people they make out to be and they don't understand alot (or choose to turn there head)so what are you going to do.. Where is the loving councel i heard about when i first learned the truth? Thanks again
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  looking for friends to talk with

  by ctisi in

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  2. friends

  hi all brothers and sisters.

  i am simply looking for friends to talk with over email or icq.

  i am adjusting to living alone after my wife left me and then was disfellowshipped.

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  ctisi

  Thanks everyone i look forward to talking with you all. I know i sent you's email but for everyone to see i am inactive because of the way the elders treated me during the hardest time of my life and i have no respect for them right now they turned there backs on me. My ex wife is df'd and has no plans on going back as she is looking forward to Christmas and so on. This program that you's have here is the best thing on the net i love it. Thanks and you will see me around as i hope i will see all of you and others around.
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  looking for friends to talk with

  by ctisi in

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  hi all brothers and sisters.

  i am simply looking for friends to talk with over email or icq.

  i am adjusting to living alone after my wife left me and then was disfellowshipped.

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  ctisi

  Hi all brothers and sisters. i am simply looking for friends to talk with over email or icq. I am adjusting to living alone after my wife left me and then was disfellowshipped. I am adjusting ok but would like to talk with other witnesses. i don't want to talk about my problems really i just need a few friends to talk to about anything. I hope to here from you soon. Your brother Chris