Don't feel hopeless. You can turn this into the best thing in your life.
- You are out
- You are still quite young
- The world isn't as bad as they make it seem.
You need to cleanse yourself of the fear, guilt and obligation of the JW religion. Get to know your true self. Live as your true self. You may not have as big a circle of "friends" but your life can now be filled with true friends, and real truth.