it crossed my mind once then i dismissed it, however i could see them providing individual serial keys to 'register' your watchtower library with feedback software built in saying 'leaving this option allows us to improve watchtower lib by monitoring the software - it'd also let them see who's copying and giving the wbt lib to apostates like us lol.
Posts by KW13
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19Is there spyware on the Societys CD?
by isnrblog inany thoughts?.
it would be easy to do, but if found out could be very embarrasing!!.
has anyone looked into this?
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My daughter is in the hospital .......... it's kind of weird not to pray
by AWAKE&WATCHING inmy daughter shannon is 20 weeks pregnant.
the placenta is pulling loose and she has some bleeding.
the doc seems confidant that both she and the baby will be fine.she found out this week that it is a boy.
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A relative on Megans side of the family had exactly that, both were fine
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My story: "Pop!" goes the Little Circuit Breaker
by TJ - iAmCleared2Land ini guess it's about time i write my story.
i've put this off for a long time... primarily becuase, while i thought my story was bad, i've read so many worse and heart-rending stories here.
i think, though, there is some therapeutic value in 'letting it all out' with others who know what 'it' was like.
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Never let anyone tell you that you are not a remarkable man, you came through hell. I wish you the best in life and i hope you are happy
and stop saying sorry for making folks cry, honestly - its a disgrace a child/teenager and young adult had to go through all of that, i respect you so much for sharing it - THANK YOU
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Death is a Terrible thing...
by KW13 inhas it sunk in for you people that your going to die yet?
i'm still avoiding the thought but it lurks in the back of my mind, i'm aware someday i've got to address it - like many here i didnt expect to live this far in this system, so i haven't any plan for life as of yet.. death frightens me.
i cannot sometimes watch a film with death of a character in a tragic way - there one moment with family/friends and a life and then not...i read the story about challenger the rocket that exploded and how the crew onboard that shuttle may well of been aware they were going to die.
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WOW. Your posts are just so to the point, i cant begin to describe how they made me feel. Dying also seems to hold a key, death like 'snap' gone isnt so terrible because it'll seem like a second till were in a garden with friends laughing, but dying is horrible. A friend of mine lost his mum on the 12th January to Cancer, it went from trying a last treatment to see if it'd work over Christmas (she spent the whole time alone in isolation for that) when they killed everything in her but her heartbeat to see if it'd kill the cancer. Well she got pnemonia and she never made it. I remember meeting her, her name was Joy. If anyone feels like praying for that family, please do.
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Death is a Terrible thing...
by KW13 inhas it sunk in for you people that your going to die yet?
i'm still avoiding the thought but it lurks in the back of my mind, i'm aware someday i've got to address it - like many here i didnt expect to live this far in this system, so i haven't any plan for life as of yet.. death frightens me.
i cannot sometimes watch a film with death of a character in a tragic way - there one moment with family/friends and a life and then not...i read the story about challenger the rocket that exploded and how the crew onboard that shuttle may well of been aware they were going to die.
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So what??? It's just a word. Quit beating yourself up over every little thing, it's just not worth it!
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your a star
I think of death many times, but I believe in God, Jesus and the resurrection. Death itself doesn’t scare me as much as dying, I hope I go quickly and as painlessly as possible. And I hope I leave those living that I am responsible for in a good state.
I also believe in God, Jesus and a 'hope' but obviously i gotta die to get it...never had that dilemma before lol. Maybe i'm not so alone eh? You also think of death but its how you approach it that seems to make the difference.
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Locutus, thank you for sharing that piece of amazing writing.
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Glad i've been ME on JWD
by KW13 ini am so glad that i've managed to be the real me on jwd and at worse the only thing i am guilty of is having a bit of fun by having jibes at some of my friends here, so i shall sleep soundly tonight, tomorrow and forever....sounds like i'm gonna die dont it lol.. to all those of you who are as made up as your jwd alias, if your reading this...tut tut shame on you .
sometimes i despair, i wonder why others would want to hurt fellow jwd'ers by betraying trust unless they came here from the start to hurt..or got bitter...or are just plain screwed up...we were all betrayed once, isn't that enough.
can i just confirm, there is an adult majority here right?
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Mary! I got a picture around 'ere somewhere...aaah the good ol' days eh? I tell you what, you lot kept me from going crazy. I was never off JWD! I do think however you should stop sending me these pics, honestly what am i to do with them, Megan will kill me if she finds em and Noah has to walk around wearing Sun Glasses, even inside just incase i left any around the place
New place is brilliant, honestly its given me the boost i needed to get on with seeking real help rather than dancing around it with my depression, bipolar etc. Megan and Noah love it, Noah's room is pretty much finished too He's laughing properly now, he's got such a cute laugh, at one point i thought i'd gone soft cos when he was first doing things like smiling i was damn near crying, i couldn't believe i'd gotten something so good, it still hasn't sank in we have finally got a home and no bearded mother in law breathing fire down our necks (Illustration Inset: ) Your wonderful present has pride of place in the lounge on the wall of course
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Death is a Terrible thing...
by KW13 inhas it sunk in for you people that your going to die yet?
i'm still avoiding the thought but it lurks in the back of my mind, i'm aware someday i've got to address it - like many here i didnt expect to live this far in this system, so i haven't any plan for life as of yet.. death frightens me.
i cannot sometimes watch a film with death of a character in a tragic way - there one moment with family/friends and a life and then not...i read the story about challenger the rocket that exploded and how the crew onboard that shuttle may well of been aware they were going to die.
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I just hope i can honestly take those words in, they aren't cliche and you have a really good heart but i need to really take that on board and live by it, maybe it takes longer than i thought to get over the brainwashing. I sometimes believe i am free and other days i have a sad reminder, like i was talking at a house group meeting with some church people and in my comment i slipped up and said stake not cross. they understood but i felt like i was defeated, ruined my night completely.
nicolas, sorry just added this for you...wasn't being rude i missed ya post
I am glad to hear you've been there because it sounds less impossible to imagine being on the otherside of this. Some manage to leave without problems, it does seem however the children/teens of a certain age suffer as bad as the grown men and women if not worse. Thanks for being open with me.
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Glad i've been ME on JWD
by KW13 ini am so glad that i've managed to be the real me on jwd and at worse the only thing i am guilty of is having a bit of fun by having jibes at some of my friends here, so i shall sleep soundly tonight, tomorrow and forever....sounds like i'm gonna die dont it lol.. to all those of you who are as made up as your jwd alias, if your reading this...tut tut shame on you .
sometimes i despair, i wonder why others would want to hurt fellow jwd'ers by betraying trust unless they came here from the start to hurt..or got bitter...or are just plain screwed up...we were all betrayed once, isn't that enough.
can i just confirm, there is an adult majority here right?
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nooooooo i'm not an a$$hole
Thanks for your replies folks, its a pleasure knowing all of you too and i hope we continue to see many new ones here
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Death is a Terrible thing...
by KW13 inhas it sunk in for you people that your going to die yet?
i'm still avoiding the thought but it lurks in the back of my mind, i'm aware someday i've got to address it - like many here i didnt expect to live this far in this system, so i haven't any plan for life as of yet.. death frightens me.
i cannot sometimes watch a film with death of a character in a tragic way - there one moment with family/friends and a life and then not...i read the story about challenger the rocket that exploded and how the crew onboard that shuttle may well of been aware they were going to die.
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Has it sunk in for you people that your going to die yet? I'm still avoiding the thought but it lurks in the back of my mind, i'm aware someday i've got to address it - like many here i didnt expect to live this far in this system, so i haven't any plan for life as of yet.
Death frightens me. I cannot sometimes watch a film with death of a character in a tragic way - there one moment with family/friends and a life and then not...i read the story about challenger the rocket that exploded and how the crew onboard that shuttle may well of been aware they were going to die. I hope to God i go quietely and asleep when i do.
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i remember the relief of the middle song toilet break but one time....
by grewupJWnoselfesteem78-95 inas all you jdub ex children know the middle song meant a toilet break and a bit of a break from the madening boardem of the pubic talk ..... .
one time i went to the toilet late into the song ....... as i came in i saw only a few other kids at the urinal talking... i said "do you ever come to the toilet just for fun" they didnt answer ..... just had this stunned look on thier faces as they left in a hurry .... there was an elder around the corner and he had heard what i said .... he asked me " do you love jehovah".
he asked " do you want to go to the new world".
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Aaah, not only did kids like myself like to go during that middle song but so did grown men lol. One guy who i look up to even now said to me 'my elderly mother could hold urine longer than you' lol. Was i doomed from the beginning?