I always wondered why any that are so happy with the org take the time to cruise exJW sites and read literature against them? Especially since the org that makes them so happy discourages them from doing so!
Personally, I didn't and still don't have that big of a problem with their theology, but their hypocritical stance on many of their stated positions and claiming their representatives (elders) are appointed by God, yet so many are power hungry ass kissers.
Continuing contradictions helped me realize that maybe I wasn't as happy as they were telling me I was. Case in point, one of the newest members of the GB was my CO, about 7 or 8 years ago. He was CO right about the time I went inactive. An elder brought him by the house one Saturday, to this day I don't know why, we discussed very little about why I was inactive. This man claimed to be of the annointed.
Now, it is my understanding that the annonted's number was sealed in the early 30s by JR. I was even told when I studied that even if an annointed follower were to fall away, their number would be replaced by one of the older faithful ones and not by some younger, newer upstart. Yet, he is an annointed CO sitting in my living room telling me he converted from another religion in 1954. Today, he is on the Governing Body.
Some time ago, I mentioned this little oddity to another dub, in passing, and got the reply that it was not up to me to question someones claims of being annointed. Sorry people, but it sure as hell is up to me to question things, not just blindly follow along, over the cliff, so to speak.
An elder once told me that I was just undergoing a "test of faith," when my troubles were first getting started. He even mentioned how satan can manipulate people against you. Well, he is the elder that was the start of my problems, so in essence, he admitted that he was being directed by satan. A little fact that he did not appreciate hearing, but the way I saw it.
Way too many contradictions and hypocrisies for me.
If God's Spirit is filling a Kingdom Hall, how is it that Satan can manuever the ones within that Kingdom Hall at the same time?