I usually bite the inside of my cheek, and once I do that, I seem to bite it every time I eat something.
I do that almost EVERYTIME! It drives me insane almost, why is that? Cus I have an overbite? I dunno...
jojochan.
okay, this is a strange request, but i'm desperate... i have bit my lip too many times.
i bit it for the first time on sunday and have bitten it about 10 times since!
no matter how careful i am, i keep biting it!
I usually bite the inside of my cheek, and once I do that, I seem to bite it every time I eat something.
I do that almost EVERYTIME! It drives me insane almost, why is that? Cus I have an overbite? I dunno...
jojochan.
everyone say hello to scorchio.
i look forward to his very informative and insightful posts.
and if his posts so far today are a good indication i know i will be well entertained.
Scully that is toooooooo f'n funny! My laugh of the day.
jojochan.
okay, this is a strange request, but i'm desperate... i have bit my lip too many times.
i bit it for the first time on sunday and have bitten it about 10 times since!
no matter how careful i am, i keep biting it!
I have this problem too, I guess maybe because I have an overbite. When I'm so into eating something really good I bite my lips, even the inside of my mouth. I would like to know why as well this happens.
jojochan.
it depressed me.... while reading this article i could'nt help but to feel my self worth plummet.
it made me realize one thing about their organization.
what your place is among them.
sometimes I wonder if Satan is writing this stuff, because any freak on the writing committee who could deliberately write such an article, knowing full well the history of the org, and it's disappointments, would have to be either high on drugs or else just pure evil.It's like dangling a carrot in front of a rabbit and then pulling it away when the rabbit goes to bite.
Whenever I read something like that, I think satan IS. And it hurts to see the old, the young, the so-called well versed in the scriptures, "their" scriptures; have the wool pulled over their eyes. But they like it in a sado masochistic way . I thought I did, but I knew deep down something was horribly wrong. When they ask us questions like those that were mentioned in that article it punches me in the gut hard and lets me know why I don't have any desire to sit through that anymore.
I spit, not swallow since it's lukewarm and nasty to me.
The jist you ask?
KNOW YOUR PLACE....BOW YOUR HEAD GIVE OBEDIENCE WITHOUT QUESTION.(to a certain extent)
jojochan.
it depressed me.... while reading this article i could'nt help but to feel my self worth plummet.
it made me realize one thing about their organization.
what your place is among them.
(((anewme)))
That tells you something does'nt it? Deep down I knew what the problem was. But buried it deep down inside myself, and was making myself sick to my belly. They warn us of"spiritual drowsyness" that's what they call it. To cure this ailment they perscribe a healthy dose of feild service, full meeting attendance, ect. It would work only on those that still can swallow it done and accept it. Those that can't turn to things to suppress their doubts.
I know....because I tried to suppress them as well, but it did'nt work.
So now the painful part is to dissapear altogether. I can no longer sit on their fence.
That will hurt, but I will survive.
jojochan.
it depressed me.... while reading this article i could'nt help but to feel my self worth plummet.
it made me realize one thing about their organization.
what your place is among them.
I still believed the lie, so this was strictly an emotional response to all of the mental abuse the WTS "lovingly" heaps upon its people. You know the truth about the org, so I'm sure its even more difficult to sit there and listen to their stupid BS.
Yes, it was like taking a beatin' from somone that "loves you", "this'll hurt me more than you" sort of thing.
what's more difficult is having family that really believes this dogma and accept it. You know that the sky is blue and that the earth is round and the water is wet, but they do not. And it's so obvious to you and everyone else outside the box. They will wait....and wait.....
jojochan.
it depressed me.... while reading this article i could'nt help but to feel my self worth plummet.
it made me realize one thing about their organization.
what your place is among them.
keep sacrificing, keep hoping, keep quiet, be patient, and "maybe" God will look with favor on you and spare you when he destroys the world.
Take...and take....and take.....ect. If you a good slave, they give...a little at a time.IF at all.Which they don't.
jojochan
against my better judgment i have decided to write lack of love life.
i am so confused with someone right now.
here is my story and sorry if it is long.
He was moving out to California because he got DF’ed this past year and he was moving to be with his dad & aunt. After talking, I found out he lied (nothing serious), about his weight, first time he said he was 5’11 and 200lbs. He came clean and said he was 5’11 and 235lbs
I'm sorry sweetie, but your boy is not a man. If he slips up on something like this, what's to say he would'nt cover up something else later on? I don't mean to be all in your ear though, but...You seem cool and sweet full of life and full of trust. Don't settle for less....You are so money!
Realize it! Take the time now to have buddies, friends to pass the time. At your age a relationship? Now I'm not saying to go and be wild, but just take your time. There are too many trifling boys out there that will tell you ANYTHING. Be careful, use decernment.
Don't become jaded from a broken, and used and abused heart like me. You will be loved because you love yourself. the positive aura will radiate to the right person. At least I still believe in love.
Take care.
jojochan.
it depressed me.... while reading this article i could'nt help but to feel my self worth plummet.
it made me realize one thing about their organization.
what your place is among them.
It depressed me...
While reading this article I could'nt help BUT to feel my self worth plummet. It made me realize one thing about their organization. What your place is among them. As a slave; a slave to their dogma in thinking that the only reason that things are the way that they are IS in fact so that all can convert into witnesses since he does'nt want all to be destroyed.And to prove to the debil his prowess.
Somehow that answer does'nt quite satisfy me right now, at least not like it used to.
Even when I was still going I thought that their reasoning was suspect in the sense that their truth changes every so often.We all noticed how they would "slip" it by the collective every once and a while. We have evedince of this.(blood issue, men of sodom,disfellowshipping, smurfs, ect) But this article, this article was them in it's rarest form. Which bothered me. And with others like my family that would try to pour upon me words of encouragement did'nt mention to me anything about this article. I guess it depressed them as well, but alas the sun is still in their eyes but deep down they know and somehow hate realizing that they are nothing more than a slave to the society, an ant in their god's antfarm, which was and still from time to time how I feel as well. And reading that poison; that pure example of curcular reasoning almost drove me to the point of self hate and mutilation. To feel less than zero, to feel like you have NO identity in the society's eyes,makes you feel small, minute....a cog in a big monstrosity that seperates, confuses and depresses those that are in the dark. That are sighing and groaning over how f'ed up the world is. But it's ok...just run to that hall, run to those doors on that beautful saturday morning to wake people up to hear the dogma, run to those meetings where you will hear the same thing everyday but worded differently. Sit there and try to swallow down the explaination of "patience".
I could'nt swallow...I had to spit.
I'm done, hand me the pen and paper.
jojochan.
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just wondering if there is anybody out there who plays mmorpg's?.
i'm on mxo and gw at the moment, anyone else?
Are you an online pc gamer or platform? I used to play R.E outbreak online A LOT. But then got into FF as a Tarutaru blackmage but had not played in so long...I got too busy with b.s.I ended up playing other games that did'nt require dedication to online play like that.
sorry...
jojochan.