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Welcome to the forum JUG! Glad to hear you are busy living!
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Hello everyone
by JUG inhello everybody i just discovered this site a few days ago and am now formaly introducing my self.
i am 23 years old, i was born and raised in the truth, then about 2 1/2 ears ago i got discfellowshiped.
i didn't know anything else besides the truth.
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I had that "itch" over the weekend.
by jojochan inyou know the feeling...seperation anxiety.
after that relationship with that "woman" went down the toilet i noticed one creepy thing.
i had way too much time on my hands.
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LOLOLOL! I'll look into that, thanks!
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The thought of meeting his whole family scares me - is that normal??
by Super_Becka inok, i was talking to my jw boyfriend on the phone for a while last night, and we were talking about some plans that we have for this coming summer.
one of these plans is a family get-together / camping trip that his family does every year.
i'm all gung-ho for doing family events with him, but while we were talking about it last night, i got really anxious about it.. i'd thought that it was just going to be his immediate family - parents, siblings, nieces and nephews, that sort of thing.
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jojochan
I'm out of my mind, dating a JW, I should never have bothered, but alas, once again, I'm listening to my heart, not my head, and so I find myself in this situation. I have a sneaking suspicion that this relationship isn't going to end well, but that's a chance I'm willing to take. I'm hooked on my guy and if it leads to heartbreak, so be it. Part of me tells me to get out while I can, but I can't just drop this without knowing how it ends, it's like reading a book and skipping the last chapter. Maybe I'm just a glutton for punishment.
Brave, no. Stupid, yes.
Not stupid my dear...just in love, the nasty but sweet four letter word.
I wish the best for you.
jojochan.
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I had that "itch" over the weekend.
by jojochan inyou know the feeling...seperation anxiety.
after that relationship with that "woman" went down the toilet i noticed one creepy thing.
i had way too much time on my hands.
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Thanks Legolas
cheers!
The thing is now, I need change. I'm transferring from my clinic to another one because of there being too many memories of her and me . memories of me drawing her blood, memories of me looking after her,us laughing and talking ect. I have to get out of that place. I'm on my way to another clinic which the people there are more than happy to take me in. Which makes me feel better.
One day at a time, one day at a time.
jojochan.
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I had that "itch" over the weekend.
by jojochan inyou know the feeling...seperation anxiety.
after that relationship with that "woman" went down the toilet i noticed one creepy thing.
i had way too much time on my hands.
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I hope you played frisbee in the parking lot with her cd too !
Actually It's a coaster for my beer And I'm hiding from the JW she demuns as we speak, lol!
and Gumby, thanks
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What's Your Typical Sunday Like Since Not Going To Meetings?
by minimus ini usually sleep late, lounge, go out for breakfast....when it's warmer weather, i'm up early, exercising and enjoying *life*.
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Nice...
My sunday consisted of getting my mocha from peete's coffee. Then taking a brisk walk around to my "special place" where I'm a regular, they know my name and knows what I want.I'm special
Then reading a novel I had bought to read in that day.
Nice...so nice.
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I had that "itch" over the weekend.
by jojochan inyou know the feeling...seperation anxiety.
after that relationship with that "woman" went down the toilet i noticed one creepy thing.
i had way too much time on my hands.
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jojochan
You know the feeling...seperation anxiety. After that relationship with that "woman" went down the toilet I noticed one creepy thing. I had WAY too much time on my hands. I tried to keep busy but... Those thoughts of the past keept creeping in. Thoughts of her ran through my mind. I hate it...I hate it so much. I tried to drive, It did'nt matter where, just anywhere. But that did'nt help at all. Everywhere I looked I saw HER. It's strange...she never crossed my mind at all until saturday. even hagning out with my cousin did'nt help because I was still puzzeled on how someone could say they love you and would'nt trade you for nothing on this earth, and then just as quickly....Discard you like a used condom on to the street; sorry folks, but that's how I felt. At home I played music, old vinyl records to at least climb out of the funk. It helped, only a little bit though.
Then it happened...
She called me....
My heart stopped, then picked right up again. I was civil, talked about the weather and other things. But then she got down to the jist of it on why she called," I need my old cd back, you need to mail it to me here, ok? That was the only reason why I needed to speak to you. So please don't act all concerned; which you're not. In fact you should go back to the hall; where you belong."
God, if you exist, please smite me, smite me now.
What could I say after that? We parted ways, again.
Then after that I started playing my gangsta rap in anger, somehow hearing "aint no fun if the homies can't have none" by snoop dog. And "Aint nuthing but a word to me." By Too short suddenly uplifted me. I respect women, I LOVE women, but not those that treat people with disrespect and cruelty.I realize that as long as I'm fading, I'm in a weird space when it comes to relationships. I'm ok now...her numbers had been deleted from my phone, the big hurdle that I thought I could NEVER do;ripped up every pic I had of her. It hurt, but realized one thing, she was'nt my first, and she damn sure aint the last to love.
I feel better already.Thanks for reading.
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Lookin for a JW boy?
by TashaWebber inhiya im natasha, ive had a study b4 with the jws but im not a baptized jw!
i would like 2 start back up with a study and im lookin for a friendship/relationship with a jw boy to help me through it!
tasha.
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jojochan
How about a nice apostate boy? Someone you can go for walks with, watch sunset's with, laugh your asses off at the Revelation book with.. you know, usual boyfriend girlfriend stuff? GBL
LOLOLOLOL!!!!
classic.
jojochan.
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jojochan
I said this too over the weekend....
jojochan.