Posts by Suzie

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I hate going to the meetings!

by slimboyfat in

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got to shave, got to dress, got to sit through crap, got to answer up and smile and greet.

it is 6.30pm on a tuesday night... here we go again.

why do i have to go to the meetings!

I think everyone hates going to the meetings from time to time no matter how active you are or are not. What I don't understand is why my elders call me out of the blue sometimes to ask me to go out in service with them if I have not been to the hall in so long! If I haven't attended meetings in so long, why would I want to go door to door!? I obviously have changed! My friends are finally seeing that. I just resently confessed to the girl that helped teach me JWism that I have stopped believing in the things they teach. They get you into this friend trap it seems! They hypnotize you in a way that it seems so hard to leave.

@_@ We are your friends, we miss you! Join us! Come to our meetings and you will be happy too! You can live forever too! What if I don't care about living forever anymore, I wanna just be happy doing things I wanna do the way I wanna do em.

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Does any one know French and can help me please?

by Suzie in

i just got news that my boyfriend that i was going to go see in a week died!!!!

i want to be able to communicate with his family that does not speak or read english!

can someone please help me translate a letter for them?

Suzie

No. I never personally met him yet. This was to be our forst meeting. I saw him a few times on Webcam just so I knew for sure who I was talking to, and buying my tickets for. I saw the screen shot that that friend that saw him on sent me. I am doing some investigation before I go but I am having computer problems right now.

Thanks for the help all of you. QUestion... even if he blocked me, I would still be able to see the last time he signed on in the sign on log... right?

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Does any one know French and can help me please?

by Suzie in

i just got news that my boyfriend that i was going to go see in a week died!!!!

i want to be able to communicate with his family that does not speak or read english!

can someone please help me translate a letter for them?

Suzie

Thank you Becca. Yeah. It is really hard and confussing. There is so much of this that I don't understand, and something seems to be screaming, "DON'T GO" lol If that is what my heart is saying at this time, I don't think I will. Besides, if she turns out to be lying, there would be a heap of $hit for her to pay! But what if he ISN'T dead??? what if he is at the hospital, and will be waiting for someone to get a girl that doesn't come... and The girl tells him I never came!? I NEED to get the number to the hospital!!!!!!! I need to talk to that girl again, and get her number too along with his brother's e-mail address!!!! GRRR!!!!!!!!!!!

I am really confused because a girl I trust said she saw him online as her and I talked... the girl asked her brother... he said it automatically signs him in..... Funny though cuz I didn't see him on... I didn't know that you could be invisible to some and not others on MSN.... anyway.... Confused girl needs rest.

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((becca))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) thank you again :)

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Does any one know French and can help me please?

by Suzie in

i just got news that my boyfriend that i was going to go see in a week died!!!!

i want to be able to communicate with his family that does not speak or read english!

can someone please help me translate a letter for them?

Suzie

Thanks everyone! I am very confused right now, and I really don't know what to do.... I was thinking about going on my trip anyway... just cutting it short though, Good thing that I paid for the insurance! I will need to call the company tomorrow and see what I can do.

I talked to his friend that let me know... She said that I could stay with her, but I am unsure since she was jealous for him being in love with me. To go, or not to go!? Well, I am very vernerable right now, so I think that due to the circumstances that it might be much better to wait until a later time to see his family and pay my condolances. I mean, Why rush there and him not be there!?

Also, I fear arriving at the airort only to find that no one shows up!!!!! That would be a nightmare and a half!!!! I need to make sure that someone will be there! I want to just get his brother's e-mail account or something, and send him an e-mail. That might be good.

Thanks for the sites! They will be a great help! Also, right after I posted this, my older brother sent me a translator site. Thank you very much!!!! :) Also, thanks for everyones concern and care.

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Does any one know French and can help me please?

by Suzie in

i just got news that my boyfriend that i was going to go see in a week died!!!!

i want to be able to communicate with his family that does not speak or read english!

can someone please help me translate a letter for them?

Suzie

I just got news that my boyfriend that I was going to go see in a week DIED!!!! I want to be able to communicate with his family that does not speak or read english! Can someone please help me translate a letter for them?

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going to see my "worldly" boyfriend

by Suzie in

so, in a week or so, i will be traveling to visit my worldly boyfriend.

i am very scared, and nervous.

i have a fear of flying and all, but there is more to it... he is very sick with cancer.

Suzie

Awww!!!!!!!! Thank you all for your very kind words and support! It really does help a lot! Quite honestly though, the doctors have said that if things go well for him, he will maybe survive 5 years at the most. He has stomach cancer. I know that time is short for him, but that doesn't change a thing about how I feel. I have only known of this since a month ago. We have been technically together since December. When I first heard, my world crashed! I didn't know what to do. But all in all, I knew how happy that we made each other, and if I can make him happy from now until the end, I will be happy! He shouldn't have to go through this alone or lonely. I would do anything for him! And I feel so helpless being accross the world, when he needs me there with him now! I need a time machine! lol!

Well, I tried praying a little today... er... talking to God rather. I just feel so weird praying since I haven't for so long.

I am so happy that we have this board and I found it!!!! Without it, there just isn't any one that understands what things are like it seems. struggeling with the religious crap, and this. Thank you all!!!! Haha! Unclebruce wants to adopt me! Yay!!! Oh, I sound young? lol! Yeah, I am in my mid-20s

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New here on board..

by tweetybird193 in

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friends

!st.

i cant get this red to change on here.

im glad to be here.

Suzie

I'm new too :)

Why the heck is it so hard to leave the organization!? I have tried different things, but they keep following me!!!! Finding me!!!!! telling me to come back to the meetings!!!! damn, I need to figure out how to write a letter or just get DFed I think! lol!

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going to see my "worldly" boyfriend

by Suzie in

so, in a week or so, i will be traveling to visit my worldly boyfriend.

i am very scared, and nervous.

i have a fear of flying and all, but there is more to it... he is very sick with cancer.

Suzie

So, In a week or so, I will be traveling to visit my worldly boyfriend. I am very scared, and nervous. I have a fear of flying and all, but there is more to it... He is very sick with cancer. He is in the hospital right now. He went sometime through the night and he had emergency surgery this morning. He wasn't scheduald for the surgery for 2 weeks. I am very worried about him!

I told a friend about me dating him... She said for me to end things now since I am technically still concidered a witness. I can not and will not leave him! I love him very much, and for once in my life, I choose to do something that makes me happy, and us being together is what makes me happy! Besides, how COULD I ditch him when he needs me most, and for a stupid reason of, "Well honey, I am a witness, and you aren't!?" That is SOOOO stupid, and it is confusing to the person! I will not do anything I choose not to do right now, and breaking up with him is just something I will NOT do!

my mom, which has never been a witness, told me to pray and stuff.. well, honestly, I have been doing some willful sins lately, and due to what I have been told, God probably won't respond to my prayers... so am I hopeless!? What do I do!? I am terrified that I will get there to find out he died!!!!! please help! (even moral support would be nice since I can't talk to my so called friends about this. )

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Kissing

by MindGhost in

does jehovah witnesses believe that kissing between man and women before marriage is allowed by the bible?.

the type[s] i have in mind is the kissing between a boyfriend-girlfriend couple [intimate kiss on the lips] or kissing like 'making out' on one night or so.

regarding other types, if jw [&others] think the bible has a different stand, please tell.. thanks in advance,

Suzie

Thanks SWALKER Who is SixofNine though? Sorry, I am new. I don't know anyone here yet. I have kissed a guy before... just not him... you see, it is one of those internet things. haha! Yeah, I KNOW the people in the cong that I am supposed to be in would be ok with THAT especially! AHH! So hard having to hide myself from them! I love him! I don't want to hide him from anyone! Just glad I had the nerve to finally tell someone there about him!

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Kissing

by MindGhost in

does jehovah witnesses believe that kissing between man and women before marriage is allowed by the bible?.

the type[s] i have in mind is the kissing between a boyfriend-girlfriend couple [intimate kiss on the lips] or kissing like 'making out' on one night or so.

regarding other types, if jw [&others] think the bible has a different stand, please tell.. thanks in advance,

Suzie

I will be spending sometime with my boyfriend soon. We are apart. I will be staying with him and his family. None of them are witnesses. I am though... technically... I will be kissing him as much as I want though. and I am sure there might be some petting and some other stuff going on too. hehe.

I haven't told anyone at all that is a witness friend of mine untill a few days ago. I obviously didn't tell her that him and I would share special time together. I just told her that I was dating someone now, and he isn't a witness. Of course she tried telling me to end things with him now. But that is not what I want! All this time, I have been concerned with OTHER people, and making THEM happy! I want to be happy for a change, and my boyfriend makes me happier than I have ever been and I love him with all of my heart, and I want to be with him!