Gumby-Style.
-Aude.
i think it's a deserving act of love to make the sacrifice to rejoin a cult in order to stay connected to your family.
it's putting your love of your family over so so many things.
what could we call it so we could easily understand someone's actions who also does this?
Gumby-Style.
-Aude.
i wasn't born in the truth.
my parents started studying when i was five.
we started living all the principals completely when i was nine.
Welcome to JWD!
We're glad you found us, too.
When first finding this site, so many of us became so engrossed in reading others stories that we spent hours and hours and hours reading. I stayed up until 4 and 5 in the morning for 3 days straight. Shocked at what I was learning. And I was already a walk-away believer - inactive for about 13 years.
There is a unique experiece that we all have and - after you get over the fright of talking to nasty Apostates - you will probably find that you have found people that really, really understand and care about you. It feels like home.
I know this is just your first post, but you might consider meeting some people in real life. It was nearly a year after joining this site that I finally met some. Most of us are even better in person...~!!
Don't know where in California you are, but there are some good meet-ups in Southern California.
Think about it.
Welcome again.
-Aude Sapere (meaning: Dare to Know; Dare to Have Wisdom/Understanding)
i have been posting here for a little over a month.
i understand several abbrev and so forth but perhaps for the ones like me who are a little slow behind the wheel, we could have a follow up on what the abbrev and different signs that are used in the posts.
it would really help me understand some of the lingo on the threads, thanks for all the help you can give me.. just trying to understand more from my fellow friends and posters.
I don't think this thread should be under 'relationships' (maybe a mod can move it...) but here is a link that may help with your request:
http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/9/58215/1.ashx (thank you, jgnat )
-Aude.
new boy.
it is what they call new guys at bethel.
its a way the guys, who have been there awile (like over a year) to put you down.................if you are a new boy you don't know how the organization really works.. one of my favorite new boy stories is about lyman swingle gb.. lunch in the 124 lower dining room 1973. lyman swingle table head said to a new black bethelite........"boy would you pass me the potatos?
I was lurking for a couple of days and then came to a thread with a link to another thread. The linked thead was 'private' so I was *forced* to join.
I'm not very creative when it comes to alias's and didn't want to give any personal info about myself.
I stared at the registration screen and my palms got all sweaty. 'Do I or don't I?' It was very daring at the time. I logged on with the nick: I_Dare.
A day or two later I was reading an article that mentioned a latin phrase: Aude Sapere.
Aude Sapere means: Dare to Know; Dare to Have Wisdom/Understanding. It also means: Dare to Think for Yourself.
I think it's a perfect alias for this site.
So here I am. Two years, two months (and Two Accounts) later.
-Aude.
[My original account was: Aude_Sapere http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/member/15922.ashx I lost the password when I moved last year and had to open a new account.]
thumbnail details: lifelong jw and former elder with 30 family members in.
came to realize it wasn't the truth at age 38, just over two years ago.
have been fading with my 19 year old daughter, making two, major, long-distance moves.
Yeah - you *do* have that special Apostate look.
I remember someone you'd never even met before declared you an apostate out in public once. Or maybe she was talking about me.
The more time goes, the more crazy those phrases and beliefs are. Sometimes it's embarrasing to remember that I used to think and say the same things.
You're still one of my personal favorite Apostates.
-Aude.
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i would like to find a copy of the outlines for the public talks.
i prefer ms word, but can accept rtf, wp, pdf.
btw - Welcome to JWD!!
Seems that you joined us back in August and I missed it...!
I notice that you were looking for the same info back in August:
http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/10/118575/1.ashx
Is it just a hobby to collect the talk outlines or do you have something specific you are looking for??
Please share more with us when you are ready.
-Aude Sapere (meaning: Dare to Know; Dare to Have Wisdom/Understanding; Dare to Think forYourself)
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i would like to find a copy of the outlines for the public talks.
i prefer ms word, but can accept rtf, wp, pdf.
Here you go:
http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/6/127024/1.ashx
And here's another thread that might help a little:
http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/12/126966/1.ashx
-Aude.
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i would like to find a copy of the outlines for the public talks.
i prefer ms word, but can accept rtf, wp, pdf.
There was a post about this just yesterday.
A site exists but has been temporarily locked for admin purposes.
Look through yesterday's stuff and you should find it.
-Aude.
oh.... how the saga goes on!!
i swear we could write a novel about our life exiting the watchtower!!
ok..many of you read what happened..our house was egged and so was my sisters car that was parked here, and "frosty" was attacked!!
Lonelysheep wrote: Makes me wonder who's been killing all the frosty's in my neighborhood!
Sunshine Superman.
-Aude.
i was baptized a witness at age 21 in 1976. for 28 years i lived a very introverated life.
no friends no family in the truth.
never dated and never married.
Sometimes it's just too easy.
I'm glad you had such a nice encounter.
-Aude.