Dear C0ntr013r,
I was merely trying to answer your questions by getting you ready for what might not be a bunch of satisfying answers.
Judaism doesn't always come with satisfying answers, like our friends at the Watchtower feel must be supplied. So in our previous conversation I thought I should just mention that your questions showed a need to be prepared for Jewish ambiguity ( a big no-no in the JW world, as you are aware). Since I have no idea where you are coming from, I stated what I did without implication that I can read your mind and know what you are really thinking inside.
Becuase if I could do that, I would set up a little shop with a flashing red neon sign that reads: PALM READER, TAROT CARDS, INCOME TAX, NOTARY PUBLIC.
And I don't know if you are from Western society, but most people who speak English and ask questions about Jews are. We only make up 0.2% of the earth's population, so I was just assuming you might be.
As to your question about life having contradictions and ambiguities...well, if you haven't noticed any yet, child just wait! They will slap you in the face soon enough. And the sad thing is you won't know what hit you when they do because it is all contradictory and ambiguous. Life can be mysterious and have unknowns, even from a scientific standpoint, and Judaism embraces this facet of life. It even makes it interesting.
Lastly I do not always have a personal view or opinion about matters that Judaism does. Jews aren't forced to ascribe to beliefs like some religions. What you do is more important than what you believe. So while you may want to know what my personal views are, if I don't have one I can't give one. I don't hold much basis in my own opinions anyway. That is why often I will give a more educated or academic answer. I also don't care for personal opinions. I would rather have a conclusion based on the application of the scientific method.
But Judaism is less a religion like the Watchtower and more of a cultural expression of spirituality. It is linked to a people, a tribe, and it's rituals and traditions. Often there are no definitive answers like the JWs offer for everything due to the fact that Jews aren't always looking for one.