Tell your meddling study conductor:
“When you start paying my bills, you can tell me how to do my job.”
Then start looking for a new job. You’ve already marked yourself as a troublemaker at work.
I have discussed my situation with some colleagues privately, nobody really cares to be honest.
They probably know you’ve been recruited into a dangerous cult that breaks up families, harms vulnerable children, harbors criminals and denies life-saving medical care. They mostly likely have concerns that you’re going to preach at them in an effort to convert them to this disaster. You cannot reasonably expect them respect you as a co-worker anymore.
no my Study Conductor has not tried to separate me from any non-JW family members
Bullshit.
It's my brother's birthday this weekend, he knows I won't be going. He is disappointed, but I might pop in to say hello after the festivities have died down.
You are either a cult victim, or a troll. Either way you are lying to yourself and to us.