yeee haaa!
i'm an outlaw now!
the elders warned me that if any i talk about anything said in the judicial committee or post any pictures i've taken, i'm in big trouble and i don't want these people as enimies!
Ok its offical, my next meeting (and last as this is when I will announce my recording of the JC meetings to them) will be on Wednesday at 9:30pm..... I will bring my video camera and tape recorder with me. I will do my best to make this the best one yet since this will be my last one.
Until next time,
SoL
yeee haaa!
i'm an outlaw now!
the elders warned me that if any i talk about anything said in the judicial committee or post any pictures i've taken, i'm in big trouble and i don't want these people as enimies!
I was wondering who the woman is in the appeal meetings? I was surprised that they tolerated her presence. Also I was wondering about the issues pertaining to your mental state, there was a mention of potential suicide, and so forth. I hope that you are fine. I hope that some of this was just positioning on your part.looking forward to hearing more of your experience and seeing what your family will do. What happened to the JW roommate?
As far as I know I'm still not DF'ed yet, but the elders said they would want to meet with me again and this has not happened since my 'laywer' call the person in charge of my appeal committee and threatened to charge him for tampering with my friends recording equipment. I'm not sure if this means they will just DF me or are consulting with WTS legal department to see how they should proceed.
The woman in the first appeal is my mother, she knew it was being recorded and definately was trying to use the mental issues to prove that the WTS does not care about problems like depression or sucide for people that have left the borg. They offer no counceling or support once someone leaves, but they tell them if they want to come back that they should not talk to any 'worldly' people, effectly forcing that person to totally isolate themselves. I'm fine now, but in the past I have suffered from depression and I've been in the hospital twice for sucide attempts because I was DF'ed in the past and cut off from all my friends and family. It was a very tough time in my life and I felt like God had abondanded me and there was no hope or reason to live anymore. It took me a long time but not that I am free from the grips of false teachings from the WTS I'm finally putting my life back together.
My JW roommate is still living with me, but once I am offically DF'ed I'm sure he will leave. I'm starting a new job this summer that pays very well and I'm not worried about money. Having done this little documentry has been very theraputic for me and has helped me leave with a feeling like I did it on my terms not theirs. I'm glad other people have enjoyed this project and I hope that it helps some people see what these people who claim to be loving elders are really like behind closed doors.
~ SoL
so i just got off the phone with my mom.
ahhhh!!
after almost two years of respecting each other's differences, she decided to bring up some story about catholic sex abuse that she read.
This is just something people are making up to hurt the WTS?
I had an elder tell me the same thing on my audio recordings...
i came out of the closet when i was 18 yrs to my parents & the elders expelled me out ever since that my life has changed completely!!!
i was born under a jw household and i finally celebrated my first birthday when i was 21 yrs and it felt weird.
i was just wondering how to cope w/ this feelings, sometimes i want to go back but i can't ignore my feelings.
I'm a lesbian in a mans body
canada
library of parliament.
research branch
This paper shows there is little hope of doing anything to try and stop the abuse by the WTS, to bad really.
yeee haaa!
i'm an outlaw now!
the elders warned me that if any i talk about anything said in the judicial committee or post any pictures i've taken, i'm in big trouble and i don't want these people as enimies!
BTT for those that haven't heard this yet.
i don't know how i ever doubted that intelligent design was correct!
after watching a video involving kirk cameron, i now see the error of my ways, and will be tithing 50% of my income to the church every month out of contrition.. .
you want to know the mighty argument that changed my views, and my life, forever?
So...how does he explain the fruit of a prickly pear cactus?
God created these for people who are into S&M
matthew 18:19-21 (king james version)
19again i say unto you, that if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my father which is in heaven.
20for where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am i in the midst of them.. .
A short Introduction to Chinese Pastafarianism
Foreword
As it is well known to the true believer, Pastafarianism is the oldest and only true Religion of this world, this galaxy and the whole multiverse. Therefore the belief in Its Divine Noodleness The Flying Spaghethi Monster has to be the first religion of mankind, all others being heretic diversions from the true belief. In case, there would have been any other belief before pasterianism, belief in itself would be wrong. But, as wn know, pasterianism is true, it has to have been the first of all beliefs. Q.E.D.
Religion is a product of culture and civilization. Only the cultured Homo Sapens was able to grasp the meaning of divine truth, thus passing the thin line between animal and man. Unsurprisingly we find the oldest signs of pasterfarian religion in the oldest layers of the oldest human civilisations: Egypt, Mesepotamia and China.
This serial of articles adresses the English speaking occidental audience, as there is so far no English language literature on Chinese pasterianism available. The great ENCYCLOPEDIA RAMENICA SINENSIS is produced, due to academic tradition, in the language of Leibnitz and Einstein and so far no translation is available.
The Academia Ramenica will be delighted for comments and wishes you to enjoy the first chapter.
I. The Origins
In the beginning there was the Da Mei You
The Da Mei You beared Da Sheng Mien
Wan Wan lies Da Sheng Mien
Da Sheng Mien (gives) the bodyly apearance (and) existance
United is Tai Mien
This version of the pastafarian creation myth was recorded by the auther from the K’a’Ang, a canibalistic mountain tribe in the southern ranges of the Kunlun mountains. In contrast of the classic Chinese versions pastafarian truth comes clear along the lines.
Da (big, great, grand) Mei (not nothing) You (to have, posses, being in existence) adresses the absolute nothing Da Sheng (birth, give birth) Mien (noodle), the grand birth-giver of Mien, the universal noodle. In a very colloqial way Da Sheng Mien might be translated as the Grand Universal Dough, which does not really reflect the trancendental richness of this expression . Wan (ten thousand) Wan (bowls) tells us about the incredible size of the Da Sheng Mien . The bodyly appearance clearly refers to the Tiao (see below) and the existance to the Mien (also below). Tai (Heavan, divine) Mien, the divine noodle is united. This last remark cleary prooves the holy duality of the FSM, the principle of noodleliness in ultimate co-existence with the quasi-material manifestation.
As a modern re-interpretation we might recapitulate the text in modern language: Out of the absolute nothing the Divine Dough created itself by its own divine will. In this period quantum physics did not exist, as time and space where not yet separated. When time and matter where separated also matter/energy came into existance. Time and space are the two components of Tiao, Mien represents the matter. As soon as the modern relativity and quantum physics where existent, also The Flying Spaghetti Monster was existent, that means FSM was never created, FSM has to exist as soon as relativity and quantum physics are around.
CONCLUSION: Allready the ancient Chinese where well aware of the existance of ITS DIVINE NOODLYNESS THE FLYING SPAGHETTI MONSTER and by oral tradition told their descendents the truth about the creation of the universe.
The coming article will tell you how the holy book Mien Qing was given to the first humans Ping and Pong by ITS DIVINE NOODLYNESS THE FLYING SPAGHETTI MONSTER personally and how the Chinese dicovered the Holy Duality.
RAMEN!
matthew 18:19-21 (king james version)
19again i say unto you, that if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my father which is in heaven.
20for where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am i in the midst of them.. .
Then The Flying Spaggetti Monster Looked Over The Land And He Saw All Was Well. And He Wanted Nothing Changed, He Wandered Further To The Home Of Fusili, Where a Man Was Sacrificing His Crop Of Pasta To mThe Almighty, His Noodlyness Looked Down, and He Was Pleased. He Saw That All Was Right In The World.
Then, The Next Day, The Unholy Rice Grain Came From The Bottom of The Pan And Said: I Can See All Is Right In The World, And What Great Work You Have Done Here, I See The Human Fusili You Like So Much, Are You Sure His Worship And Sauce Is Pure?
His Noodlyness then said: Yes, I am Sure His Sauce Is Pure And Without Tainting.
More To Come
matthew 18:19-21 (king james version)
19again i say unto you, that if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my father which is in heaven.
20for where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am i in the midst of them.. .
In the beginning, the universe was boiling water and powdered grain and egg and cylinders of wood. And His Noodliness gathered the powdered grain and egg and mixed and kneaded them with His blessed appendages and saw that it was good. And He took the cylinder of wood and He rolled His creation until it was flat, and He saw that it was good. And He cut his creation into thin ribbons and saw that it was good. And His Noodliness took the thin ribbons and placed them gently into the boiling water. And He waited until his creation became limp in His blessed appendages and saw that it was good and as He poured his creation through the Colander of Goodness, He named His creation Spaghetti.
And there was day, and there was night, and there was the first meal.
And over the generations, His creation multiplied and prospered and took different forms of His divine image. Spaghetti begat Linguini and Fettucini and Angelhair and Spaghettini. And Radiatori and Rotini sprang forth from the boiling waters, and Ravioli and Bowtie, and His Noodliness saw them and blessed them with His appendages.
