Actually I had taken some vicodin and told them to get the hell off my property and go to hell since they do not adhere to the principle of love and kindness. I don't care for the self riteous attitude some of them portray.
hambeak
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You know what I am sick of it
by hambeak ini am doing fine and i will do what the doctor says take chemo the witnesses came by my home today and i don't know how they got my address they don't really know about me or my lifestyle or any of my health problems.
when i wanted some help in the past there were no real friends just go to meetings and kiss up to the click in the congregation.
katiekitten you're great.
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You know what I am sick of it
by hambeak ini am doing fine and i will do what the doctor says take chemo the witnesses came by my home today and i don't know how they got my address they don't really know about me or my lifestyle or any of my health problems.
when i wanted some help in the past there were no real friends just go to meetings and kiss up to the click in the congregation.
katiekitten you're great.
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hambeak
I am doing fine and I will do what the doctor says take chemo The witnesses came by my home today and I don't know how they got my address They don't really know about me or my lifestyle or any of my health problems. When I wanted some help in the past there were no real friends just go to meetings and kiss up to the click in the congregation. KATIEKITTEN you're great. I had to keep Jake from wanting to smack one of them when they said that the only way to salvation is to be involved totally with the org. I told him to be quiet and just let me handle it.
what do I do now? I even changed my phone number as my adult kids are wanting to know if I will make it or die soon. I can' t really handle this crap
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Who Was The Weirdest Person In Your Congregation?
by Arthur ini guess this is kind of a fun topic.
who was the weirdest person in your congregation or kingdom hall?
without naming names, who was the person that was the most creepy, eccentric, or "out in left field"?
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hambeak
I guess maybe I was for a time because when I would give an hour talk or conduct the WT study I would say BANG you know wake them up and they would jump because it got kind of boring I laughed to myself like hell. After a while I was told I was to annimated on the podium. and I ended up just a reader of the Wt on sundays but I sometimes fell asleep on the podium.
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Thanks I'm home and angry
by hambeak ini am angry because my adult children who are active jw's think i should be dead or suffer for not being a witness and i supported them comfortably and they shunned me and show hate i am sad and probably won't do the chemo thing and just let nature take its course.
any ideas?
i am taking pain meds so this is probably messed up with my message help.
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hambeak
You're sweet and tell him good night and give him a kiss for me hahaha Just kidding. Take care sweet lady I need to get some sleep now too.
Again I feel I may have some family.
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Thanks I'm home and angry
by hambeak ini am angry because my adult children who are active jw's think i should be dead or suffer for not being a witness and i supported them comfortably and they shunned me and show hate i am sad and probably won't do the chemo thing and just let nature take its course.
any ideas?
i am taking pain meds so this is probably messed up with my message help.
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hambeak
Earthtone
Jgnat made me laugh and I love the message you all are so sweet. I am falling in love with you all Your men have nothing to worry about though. hahaha
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Thanks I'm home and angry
by hambeak ini am angry because my adult children who are active jw's think i should be dead or suffer for not being a witness and i supported them comfortably and they shunned me and show hate i am sad and probably won't do the chemo thing and just let nature take its course.
any ideas?
i am taking pain meds so this is probably messed up with my message help.
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hambeak
Scully you are right and Jake agrees totally with you.
He said he will call our attorney tomorrow but here in Tx I don't think anything will be accomplished. So I think when I am all better we need to move to Massachussettes (did I spell that right)? where we can be legal
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Thanks I'm home and angry
by hambeak ini am angry because my adult children who are active jw's think i should be dead or suffer for not being a witness and i supported them comfortably and they shunned me and show hate i am sad and probably won't do the chemo thing and just let nature take its course.
any ideas?
i am taking pain meds so this is probably messed up with my message help.
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hambeak
Thanks outoftheorg.
I will fight this as I said and I will do the chemo and I will survive.
SOMEBODY PLEASE PLAY ABBA! I NEED TO FEEL THEIR GOOD VIBES AS ALL OF YOU HAVE GIVEN ME THANKS
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Has Anyone Moved To Start A New Life
by uwishufish in.
i have plans to try to move to a new place( a long ways away) and do a career change among other things.. has anyone here ever made such changes and what advice do any of you have to offer that would be helpful?.
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hambeak
Yes I moved 1900 miles away to start a new life and career to make new friends from CA to TX. But you will still want to keep in touch with family and if they are jw"s they will want you to get in contact with the local cong.
Just be sure what you are looking for and then pursue it and don't look back
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Thanks I'm home and angry
by hambeak ini am angry because my adult children who are active jw's think i should be dead or suffer for not being a witness and i supported them comfortably and they shunned me and show hate i am sad and probably won't do the chemo thing and just let nature take its course.
any ideas?
i am taking pain meds so this is probably messed up with my message help.
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hambeak
Thank you all for your words of encouragement!!
My daughter (oldest one whose husband is an elder) called and said she still loves me but knows I am doomed because of my lifestyle and should just live alone and do what I need to do she also wants to know where my money and property are as there are no laws in Texas for my partner to get anything in the event of my demise that my children will get it all. GUESS WHAT I WILL SELL IT ALL FIRST AND GIVE IT ALL TO JAKE GOD I'M PISSED I guess I just need to go to bed and try to relax as my phone is ringing off the hook
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Thanks I'm home and angry
by hambeak ini am angry because my adult children who are active jw's think i should be dead or suffer for not being a witness and i supported them comfortably and they shunned me and show hate i am sad and probably won't do the chemo thing and just let nature take its course.
any ideas?
i am taking pain meds so this is probably messed up with my message help.
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hambeak
Steve thanks! I just don't know what I will do. My doctor said he thinks he got most of the adno carcinoma in my large intestine I HURT LIKE HELL!! I am taking Vicodin for the pain and am supposed to take chemo for a while. When I called my kids that everything looked pretty good they told me they were sorry Jah didn't let me die on the operating table and just go to gehenna. I don't want to leave soon from this earth because I really have a pretty good life. However I love my kids no matter what but the love is not returned because of the so called truth.
Jake says screw them as He loves me and so does his family. But they are my blood and I brought them into this world. I guess I may just go crazy.