Man i feel like crap right now. It hasnt sunk in yet but I know it will eventually. I just dont want to break down at work and start crying. I dont know if i should go home and sulk all night, or if i should go out and get drunk. Either way I want to escape this feeling I have right now.
BigMann
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Im in love with a witness
by BigMann inhey check it out.
i really dont know if i shold be sharing my feelings with strangers but at this point i really dont know where to turn.
i've been dating this lady for over a year now.
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Im in love with a witness
by BigMann inhey check it out.
i really dont know if i shold be sharing my feelings with strangers but at this point i really dont know where to turn.
i've been dating this lady for over a year now.
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BigMann
well after the way she acted and the words she said to me, i doubt if she wants my shoulder to lean on. she probaly wants to shoot me.
P.S.- How do I get my pm to work?
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Im in love with a witness
by BigMann inhey check it out.
i really dont know if i shold be sharing my feelings with strangers but at this point i really dont know where to turn.
i've been dating this lady for over a year now.
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BigMann
Hey people. First off, thank you for all your support and advice and comments. Even the ones that said bad things about me. Well it's kind of ironic that my relationship ended with this woman today on Good Friday. Basically, we met for lunch and we were sitting on a bench downtown in this building all hugged up. That's when some woman from her hall rolled up on us. She introduced me to her and chatted with her for a few minutes. After she left, my girl flipped out on me. She started going off about how she was gonna be disfellowshipped and how now she hates me. I told her she wasnt going to get disfellowshipped because I know she gets a chance to state her case and if we have to break up then so be it. I wasnt surprised at how she just turned on me cause the truth is I felt she was a lil bit crazy. As much as she wants to blame me, it's both our faults. I should have ran when I had the chance but I ignored everything and everyone. Im not the one to crap on anybody's religion but anyone I talk to and ask about J.W., the word "cult" always come up. I refuse to believe her family and friends would just turn thier backs on her because if they do, they aint no real friends. Now I wonder what I should if she does get disfellowshipped. I told her I wouldnt turn my back on her, but after she flipped out on me and told me she hate me, I just dont know what course of action to take. As it stands right now, I am single again. I know it's gonna hurt. I know Im gonna have a lot of sleepless nights. But if this how it should be then I have no choice to except it. Please give me some feedback, advice, condolences, a shoulder to cry on, or a pat on the back. I would really apriciate it. Thanks.
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Im in love with a witness
by BigMann inhey check it out.
i really dont know if i shold be sharing my feelings with strangers but at this point i really dont know where to turn.
i've been dating this lady for over a year now.
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BigMann
Hey check it out. I really dont know if I shold be sharing my feelings with strangers but at this point I really dont know where to turn.
I've been dating this lady for over a year now. Though we have other issues in our relationship that's causing problems, the main issue is that she is a witness, and i am not. Nevertheless, we love each other and wish we didnt have to sneak around to see each other in fear of her being disfellowshipped. I can honestly say since she's been in my life, I've been turning my life around. I no longer drink or smoke. I barely associate with any of my friends. Most of the friends I do have dont even have my new phone number. I've made efforts to change my way of life and way of thinking. I went to book study before and I found it interesting and came out with a different attitude. I dont neccessarily agree with some of theories and rules of being a witness. Holidays are not a big deal to me. But not being able to talk to or see any family members who are not witnesses is something I take issue with. Im in agony because I dont want my lady to be disfellowshipped because of me, but she is someone I love and want to marry and I know I would be totally misarable without her. I just think it's not fair. I dont know if anyone has been in that situation before. So if you can, please share your insight and judge me not before you do so.