You all are funny. I do not want to reinstate my position in the Kingdom Hall. However, I don't want to be labeled as someone who has continued to sin and have those who are witnesses walk around and treat me as if I am invisible but will treat a stranger with more respect in which they have no clue about their background. That is what burns me up. Nevertheless, I guess I will continue to be labeled the big "D". Thanks.
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When Will I Not Be Considered Disfellowshipped Among the Congregation?
by kwheeler inhere is a little background about myself.
my mother raised me and my siblings in the jw faith.
however, my father was not a witness and opposed a lot of the beliefs so you can imagine how our life was.
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When Will I Not Be Considered Disfellowshipped Among the Congregation?
by kwheeler inhere is a little background about myself.
my mother raised me and my siblings in the jw faith.
however, my father was not a witness and opposed a lot of the beliefs so you can imagine how our life was.
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Here is a little background about myself. My mother raised me and my siblings in the JW faith. However, my father was not a witness and opposed a lot of the beliefs so you can imagine how our life was. As we got older, we started to realize for ourselves some beliefs we did not any longer want to follow. To make a long story short I wouldnt say we were outrageously rebelious but we wanted some freedom. When I moved away from home I got pregnant from a non-believer and shortly after the father of my baby moved in with me. My mother was furious and did not even want to visit me nor did she attend my baby shower. So time moves on three years later I finally marry the guy. She does not attend my wedding but I am now doing the right thing and not committing fornication. At this point to please my mother, I finally get baptized...Oh she is soooo proud of me. I get cards in the mail stating how proud she is of me. Life just seems so much better but now I go through obstacles with my husband at the time because he does not want me let alone also taking my daughter to the hall and out field service and the whole holiday stuff just created my problems in our relationship. So a couple of years goes by and my love for my husband is falling apart and I don't find him sexually interesting, we don't really communicate, and I find myself being more of a mother to him rather than a wife by picking up after him and plus I did not trust him because he was very flirtatious. So I decided to experiment myself. I went outside the marriage bed and had relations with another man who now to this day I am married to. Now because of the decision I made by defiling the marriage bed of my first marriage I was disfellowshipped. Now I am no longer defiling the marriage bed because I am not committing adultery nor fornicating, my first husband has been in numerous relationships and about to get married himself. But yet I am still considered disfellowshipped. I do not attend any of the meetings. I just can't see myself going back because it is too much negative energy that I've seen since being away from the congregation and the relationship I have with my mother. I was also told because of my position I cannot attend my own brother reception which is taking place this year which I think is a bunch of crap and my mother tells me "well its your fault"? And I turned my back on Jehovah. That's a bunch of crap too. There are many people in the congregation who are smoking weed, fornicating and more unbelievable activities but are not coming forth. The only difference is I came forth and confronted my sins to the elders. Now I regret even being open. I should have just let them figure it out and go on about my life. I have two other sisters who are also disfellowship. I understand why they are still disfellowshipped, but if one makes the situation right in my case, I am married now. Is this a subject I can right the governing body on? Someone explain to me please. Thanks