what do you meann by your last sentence exactly
eve342832
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Do any uk watchtower members monitor this site?
by eve342832 inas ive only been a member for one day,what chance is there , if i wrote something, would it get back to the elders of the fife kingdom halls.
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Do any uk watchtower members monitor this site?
by eve342832 inas ive only been a member for one day,what chance is there , if i wrote something, would it get back to the elders of the fife kingdom halls.
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i was going to write to them,but dont have the address,second point the elders are not fair people, that much i know.Thirdly i just recieved an email from ex,after him telling me he cant talk to me anymore,coming on this site i have spoke to a few people who have tried to help me,which is great and what i need.Then this email causes the few steps forward that i make to put me right back to the start,its confusing and my ex is marrying a jw in july,and its all wrong for her and for me,but every woman he has met,he does this to them.controls them with everything he has.do you see why in demented,hes telling me he loves me and i just want to scream.
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Do any uk watchtower members monitor this site?
by eve342832 inas ive only been a member for one day,what chance is there , if i wrote something, would it get back to the elders of the fife kingdom halls.
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sorry,the elders i mean
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Do any uk watchtower members monitor this site?
by eve342832 inas ive only been a member for one day,what chance is there , if i wrote something, would it get back to the elders of the fife kingdom halls.
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ok fair comment,what do i do if they dont believe me
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Do any uk watchtower members monitor this site?
by eve342832 inas ive only been a member for one day,what chance is there , if i wrote something, would it get back to the elders of the fife kingdom halls.
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do you have the address
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Do any uk watchtower members monitor this site?
by eve342832 inas ive only been a member for one day,what chance is there , if i wrote something, would it get back to the elders of the fife kingdom halls.
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im not worried at all,just asking if the site was monitored by jw,i have nothing to hide and if i cant tell the truth on this site whats it all for then.
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Do any uk watchtower members monitor this site?
by eve342832 inas ive only been a member for one day,what chance is there , if i wrote something, would it get back to the elders of the fife kingdom halls.
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no ,i think you misunderstand me,im not a jw,my ex is one and frankly dont care if they read this,maybe they should and here some real truths.Its about time they did instead of lying about everyone else.
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Do any uk watchtower members monitor this site?
by eve342832 inas ive only been a member for one day,what chance is there , if i wrote something, would it get back to the elders of the fife kingdom halls.
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As ive only been a member for one day,what chance is there , if i wrote something, would it get back to the elders of the Fife kingdom halls.
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Need Some Help Understanding
by Broken Hearted ini am a non jw, who has met a jw and we have been online chatting for last 9 months.
i have fallen in love with him.
he has been trying to push me away lately, and finding out one of the reasons is because of the religious background.
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there are many people that are going through what you are and its horrible,to believe that a human could make another feel so bad is unbelievable.he will break your heart and we all know this but its your own choice and its going to be hell to make that choice wether to stand by him or not.given my time again with my ex,i would have ran a mile,not because i dont love him but because ive ended up not very sane at times.Is this what love is?Is this what god wants to see his children suffer,i dont think so.
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Thanks for the support,i know im depressed and have told the doctor who doesnt have a clue really.I was assessed and was told that i have lost control of my life being involved with a jw and i should start a new life.I agree and i do have this inner strength as you said but to move on i need answers.i was never religious until i met my partner of ten years and then had my head filled with armagedon.It does make you question if he is right otherwise why give up everything if it was wrong.reading peoples posts on this site helps me try and move on but its very hard.i want to smile again from the outside and from the inside,i have a great heart thats broke from losing my partner,i had to choose and this is why im having days that seem worthless.Eve.xx