I know some d’f-jws who have been d’f many years ago and still believe in jwism. They don’t have the strength to go back and feel unworthy to stand with faithful jws. This is very sad, because when they see the news they fear Armageddon is coming any time and will destroy them.
When I left the org I wasn’t sure about many things and was afraid of “Satan’s” world. I still believed in some of the things I grow up with. But I left with a somewhat clean conscience and believed if the big-A comes I will not be put to death, because Jah knows I left for good reason. Soon after having some distance form the constant manipulation I realised that its is just an end-time-cult. fts