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  confusion?

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  i'm a 27 year old lesbian, that is very active within jw organization.

  i had a girlfriend for two years, but of course we couldn't see eye to eye on certain issues.

  after that relationship went up in flames i moved on.

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  playground456

  I'm a 27 year old lesbian, that is very active within JW Organization. I had a girlfriend for two years, but of course we couldn't see eye to eye on certain issues. After that relationship went up in flames I moved on. The thing is I know for a fact that their are other witnesses that are Lesbians. I on the hand, need to react to such a feelings. You see, I have gone so far as to meet with women for sex, not a lot of them just a couple. We have even gotten to point of call us Bed buddies, I can't help myself, I'm addict. If I'm not committed to someone, my bodies seem to know. I long to be in another relationship,so off I to search on website looking for other Lesbian JW for relationship. Of course no one can even come forward for that.I know you are saying I'm a coward, trust me I think the same thing. I could easily been disfellowship several years ago, but I'm so close to my family and this would just kill them, like its killing me now. I even went so far to seek professional help, because all of this laids on me I have thought about killing myself to end my pain. Sad thing about it, I can't do it. What would you do? I know for a fact I want give up my family, and yes I want I real meaningful relationship again.