i guess it only took three years, but they were hell in so many ways for both of us...she was not happy and lived in denial as much as possible...i was not happy and lived in a bottle as much as possible and glad that is over for me....but it was one of the saddest things i have ever experienced in my life....as was the visit to my parents before i told her....but yes...she said she kind of expected it...was thinking something was going to happen soon as she noticed i had more and more trouble saying i love you back to her when she said it on the phone at the end of goodbyes...and when i was leaving the house...i had noticed it for over a year and it was killing me..... i told her how sorry i was for changing so much again....and that she still walks on water...and is a great person and so pretty....and that she will be ok because she was happy single before me for many years and had all she needs for that again...her closeness to jehovah and her freinds in the congregation...she is very close to both and will be ok i hope...it was very surreal....very calm...very sad.
my bitterness and disdain for wt rules came through when talking to my parents and i was very open about how i feel as to their upcoming shunning of me, and how it feels to my son since he was just 17....and how the fear of losing them had kept me trying in my marriage for the past few years...dad was firm in his position of future action....mom said they will still always love me...and will still talk to me until i get dfd.....oh how this hurts.....dad said there is a name for people who only live for themselves and deny god but could not think of what it was....i told him i was not living just for myself...that i am a good person and there are values from him and the bible i hope i always have....i cry so hard as i type this and tell you just so you can know how painful this is....i told him i so loved the rule of treating others how you want to be treated and have always done that...even allowing myself to be wronged on so many occasions to keep peace....... he said that was a good rule....i agreed and said it was a big one too....and that while i could do it...treat him the way i would like to be treated...he would not be able to!.......left as i became emotional...big hug from mom, but i just barely put an arm on dad............oompa.
Oomps....
I read where you think your wife still walks on water......what a sweet thought!!!!!
WTF....I wouldn't give that up for all the tea in CHina.
Hang on.....what goes around comes around. The "Brothers and Sisters" in the Watchtower Society won't ever come close. Paradise is even further away.
I wouldn't rule out a default to you!!!!!!!
r.
hey there, cooks or chefs [outlaw]:.
i love to cook!
though alone, i decided long ago that i would not go the fast or packaged food route.
Nelly....this is a killer.
Please use the olive oil, and white vinegar as suggested. You can add mushrooms, and I used all the stuffed green olives with all their juice. Just keep tossing and tossing until the time is up.....don't nibble....if you can help it!!!!!!
r.
hey there, cooks or chefs [outlaw]:.
i love to cook!
though alone, i decided long ago that i would not go the fast or packaged food route.
Rebel......
I love your recipes, can't wait to try them. A big fan of brussel sprouts!
r
hey there, cooks or chefs [outlaw]:.
i love to cook!
though alone, i decided long ago that i would not go the fast or packaged food route.
This is the best Giardniera!!!! I toned down the hot peppers by 1/2 and added extra cauliflower! Seems it did need the xtra hot peppers, but still delicious. (Don't cheat and start nibbling before its ready!) The longer it sits, the better!!!!!
http://allrecipes.com/Recipe/Hot-Italian-Giardiniera/Detail.aspx
r.
hey there, cooks or chefs [outlaw]:.
i love to cook!
though alone, i decided long ago that i would not go the fast or packaged food route.
Nelly! I can't believe someone asked!
Yes....There is an Italian creation that comes out of Chicago for pickled vegetables and hot peppers. It takes 3 days and tons of chopping. I finally found a recipe and made a batch. It was eaten so fast I couldn't keep up! We cannot buy it here in Florida. You can put it over everything, especially sub sandwiches, any egg dish, just served plain with cheese and crackers.....it is incredible! give me a few minutes and I'll find it if you're interested, its called Giardenari.
So many people don't even know what it is,....... but out of this world!....IF you are from Chicago...you know!
r.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fyakn5ediju&feature=email.
What a moron of a mother....
Ooh ooh they are going to cut the baby in half! Jesus has a big nail put through his hands and died!
Can't this be reported as child abuse? Who would expose children, much less those who can barely talk to violent movies, violent stories, or violent TV and then tape their reaction and post it on YouTube? What kind of imprint is going on in that poor child's brain?
r.
hey there, cooks or chefs [outlaw]:.
i love to cook!
though alone, i decided long ago that i would not go the fast or packaged food route.
Hi Coco!
You have received many good recipe ideas. Here is one more, add one can Hunts diced fire roasted tomatoes (drained) and 1 zucchini quartered lengthwise and slice in to any mac and cheese combo that gets baked..... but not to the boxed variety. As someone else suggested, if your "boxed" m and c is gluey you are overcooking those noodles. Always add extra cheese,...... any variety will spice up that boxed stuff.
Fresh is always best and I am finding that organic veggies and meats are of superior quality, although I can't always afford to buy them. With the meat you can actually smell the difference raw. Especially with chicken.
I do insist on "free range eggs" there is a difference!
I also buy organic bananas....they last about twice as long as the regular. When they start going black they are still fairly firm inside, not over ripe and mushy. I've got a batch in my own yard but they're not ready to pick yet!
I grow my own herbs and this year had peppers galore, Especially hot ones. Not much luck with anything else in FL. Too hot.
Olive oil: First pressed is best ....look at the color....it should be green no matter where its from.
Let us know how you make out with your Mac and Cheese!
r.
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/33585209/ns/business/?gt1=43001.
sylvia.
Its very difficult to contemplate eating any meat these days. I come from big farm family. They raised their own dairy cattle, beef, chicken etc.
I can barely eat any processed meat these days. I can smell when hamburger is not right when I cook it even though it is sold as OK. I look for free range, anything, and even then....I am not sure.
r.
best stand up comedy i've seen in a long time, i didn't stop laughing for over an hour.
if you have hbo its on demand.
here is a little snippet:.
Void Eater.....that will be a riot! Wonder how long it will last before she starts taking on the "News" side of Fox.
r
best stand up comedy i've seen in a long time, i didn't stop laughing for over an hour.
if you have hbo its on demand.
here is a little snippet:.
She's great on Curb Your Enthusiasm too!
r,
