What I specifically mean, is, sometimes do you feel frustrated that you are bound to XJW things / topics / issues? Once an xjw, always an anti jw type thing? Since leaving the organization in 2002 I've done a pretty good job of moving on, making "worldy" friends, met up w/ some wonderful XJW's (princess and family), and really don't think too much about how much pain JW's have caused me.....but every now and then I find myself compelled to read this board for hours...look up new teachings that make no sense......so in a way I feel forever bound to the XJW world....which I'm not sure is a good thing or a bad thing. Just who I am I guess....What are your opinions??