I don't have the time at the moment to finish your post. I got as far as the juditial veredict to accept your molestors'word and the posting of the list o families that were to help him get to the meetings.
I feel so very deeply for you. We have soo much in common. The details are different but the similarities of the cirumstances and the attitudes of the people involved are so unncany. Reading your post gave my that "funny feeling" you get in your tummy when your little and something is happening to you that you don't quite understand but you know down deep is bad. I have to go to work now, and I'll read the rest later. Thank you for sharing.