OHHHHH! how i bleed with you! anonymouse, even your alias lets me feel your situation intensely. that mouse part because you are feeling so meek and defenseless, yes? Please, please, please, don't give up and don't be a true mouse! On the outside, yes, but inside, summon your inner lion! I will cry for you tonight, bcause you are SO describing what led to my lifetime of pain and sorrow. In a tempest a reed bends and survives, the mighty, stubborn oak is destroyed and uprooted. Yes, if you must whilst still a minor, acquisce. If necessary, seek medical/mental health help, don't take it as a shameful thing, use it as an excuse, exagerate your symptoms and blame them on the "BORGanization". If you have to, though, be prepared to kick and scream until the right people pay you the right attention, and you can get emancipated, if need be. i will mssg you, and you will always have my encouragement. BTW, that thing previous poster sagely mentioned about education is very, very true. DON'T be like me and end up 33 years old with a fifth grade education. i am praying for you now. Bless you. justin
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Not quite sure where else to go, I'll give this place a try.
by AnonyMouse ini'll introduce myself:
i'm a person who'd like to remain anonymous.
i'm 16, and recently confessed to my mother my disbelief in her religion (jehovah's witnesses, obviously so).
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Does anybody here know a Justin Frient from the Southeast USA?
by jfrient ini am new to all the online forums and boards...so i just wanted to see if there are any of my old friends around out there.
my name is justin and i was df'd from the newberry north sc cong.
in 1991. i was 19 at the time but i was baptized at 11 and i pioneered first aux then reg from then on out.
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Thank you all, you are all very kind. i wish i knew how to live, but i was not supposed to be in this system this long! the only thing i know how to do to this very day is worry that i will be found "wanting" in the "great day of His vengeance"! how have you gotten over this?
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Does anybody here know a Justin Frient from the Southeast USA?
by jfrient ini am new to all the online forums and boards...so i just wanted to see if there are any of my old friends around out there.
my name is justin and i was df'd from the newberry north sc cong.
in 1991. i was 19 at the time but i was baptized at 11 and i pioneered first aux then reg from then on out.
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hi! i am new to all the online forums and boards...so i just wanted to see if there are any of my old friends around out there. My name is Justin and i was DF'd from the Newberry North SC cong. in 1991. I was 19 at the time but i was baptized at 11 and i pioneered first aux then reg from then on out. i am from Rocky Mount, NC originally and i lived all over eastern NC, SC, and north GA. i was on the KH build committee, and the attendants committee for my circuit and district that met in Columbia, SC. i was engaged to a girl in McDonough, GA for a couple of yrs, so a lot of ppl knew me around hotlanta. i also hung out a lot in Charleston, Laurens/Clinton, West Columbia and Irmo/St. Andrews SC; Fayette(nam)ville, Tarboro, and Halifax Cty. NC. i now live in Akron, OH, and i have yet to recover from the mortal wound of being DF'd, as i was a true believer. i just now have determined to try and pull myself together one last time and make a go of this life...to see if i can be happy ever, at all. i'm not trying to blubber too much, but i have been trying to check out by overdosing ( i can't believe it didn't work, i swear that i have done a LOT more than killed Belushi, bless his (im?)mortal soul ;>). i have even tried to suicide by cop a couple times and that didn't even work out! Soooo, i have nothing else to think except there is a reason i have gotten away with all this and so very, very much more. Either there is a good reason for me to still be here, or i still haven't bled and suffered enough. i know i have it better than a lot of ppl., i mean, i am thankful to have "sustenance and covering, and with these things we shall be content" LOL, but this is getting to be re-godd*mn-diculous! Anyhow, thanks for your attention in reading this. i dearly hope all of you have coped with the mind and soul rape better than i have, and have moved on to having a happy and productive life. God, Buddha, Allah, whatever bless you each and every one. jbf