My $.02.
After reflecting on these observations and thinking back, when you are in and attending any convention, it is less about the material, especially if you have been in for years, and more about being in a group of like minded people and seeing old friends and going to dinner afterwards.
You know it is the same message over and over and over and over again for decades, but so is everything they put out. Yes there has been some "NUUUU Light", but the overall message is not changed..."you are undeserved and one heart beat away from destruction if you miss the secret meeting." The end is close, the world/relatives/faders etc. are all bad and out to get you so you need to be strong to fight these evils.
When you out looking in, you see the control by fear of these repetitive messages magazine after magazine, meeting after meeting, convention after convention. It's numbing when you are in for most, but when you are out the hairs on our neck stand up and the trigger words infuriating.
I need to catch the video when I'm home, I'm at work. I see a relative's JW memorial in my near future and I like to have a clue what I'm walking into. I've given my word I'd be there.