It okay defender. Actually, I would wager my thinking is more expanded than yours...perhaps.
I originally had thoughts on the word you choose...evil, but I was at work and didn't have time to put my thoughts together.
My feeling is if god's ultimate reward/destination for man is no suffering...then allowing suffering is cruel and without love. I'm talking Job and disaster/plague cruel type suffering.
The natural feeling for a loving, feeling person is to protect and care for one another. You may feel god does that. Others may disagree.
In the end it really doesn't matter. If your faith serves you well, than good. It doesn't mean what you have faith in is true. I've been there, and I have the tee shirt. But it doesn't make it true and real.