The reality is he doesn't see anything wrong with either of those facts. He hasn't apologised because he isn't sorry. He'd do it again, albeit under a huge cloak of secrecy this time round.
^^This.
From the very beginning we witnessed how self unaware he was. He was a victim of everybody, you name it, his family, his upbringing, his marriage, the WT, JWD.com...and eventually the biggest baddest of them all...Kim Silvio.
The truth is he is/was too weak to actually go out and live the life he wanted. He is/was too lazy to go his own way and earn a living without the grift and his friends/marriage. Just a man baby.
The thing is most of us have done what he was too weak and lazy to do, and don't have any of the problems LE does.