Breathe by Nickelback.
I didn't hear this song till I was out for around ten years. To me this song is about the freedoms that I wanted that were within grasp but couldn't have, the freedoms I did have when I finally left and how weird they were, the treatment I recieved from the JW's(feeling like I was out of the "cliques") and how I wanted to please my mom by staying in, but I just felt it was wrong to do so.
Breathe by Nickelback
Two men started walking Started talking bout better days One says to the other He'd do it all again....... if I knew I would And now I found it Found I adored it I didn't want this Can somebody help me see? And now I feel it Feel that I've been there I didn't need this Can somebody help me breathe? Here we are again Just face to facing Each other another day Who wins Well who cares It always ends up the same Seems I knew I would And now I found it Found I adored it I didn't want this Can somebody help me see? And now I feel it Feel that I've been there I didn't need this Would somebody help me stand? And now I've told him Already warned them I didn't want this Can somebody help me breathe? If I was them Then I wanna be What I see If I could pack my life in a moment I wanna know do you want me to go? Gonna give my life never ending Never stop myself from pretending That you always knew that I never could All I ever really wanted was to be the same Equal treatment never ever comes and here we go again All I ever really wanted was to be like you So perfect So worthless If i could take it all back think again I would And now I found it Found I adored it I didn't want this Can somebody help me see? And now I feel it Feel that I've been there I didn't need this Would somebody help me stand? And now I've told him I didn't want this I didn't need this Can somebody help me breathe?