At the time I thought I got lots. True friends that accept you. An orginization that has my best interests at heart. Ehr......not so much after all.
Its hard to think of anything that was permanent. It was just 'valueless things'.
I suppose I could have been in a family that condoned drug use, teen sex, and alchohol abuse, and for that I am thankful.
However there were brothers growing up in similar circumstances as I, and became drug addicts, one had an illigitimate child and my one mate turned out to be gay! Being a JW made no difference to them. They did not become the clean cut sales team as required by the Borg and was cut loose. And I was forced to shun them. I regret that I obeyed that rule.
Agent Smith