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  They Actually Said it!- A rant Brought to you By sw29

  by saywhat29 in

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  can't quote word for word, but at the dc this friday, the last talk given, the speaker actually said "not to question the faithful and discreet slave" and everybody around me was eating it up like it was cake.

  my insides were churning when that guy said that crap.. and the funny thing is that if i hadn't been reading this board, reading the evilomg!

  apostate literature they 'warned' us not to, then i would have been feeling guilty for my doubt, for my lack of faith, for being different, and all the rest of that crap.

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  megsmomma

  It is kind of amazing how it is like a switch goes off in your head...and then you are really able to SEE RIGHT THROUGH what they lie about! It was cool to see it through your eyes! Welcome...I am glad you are free!
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  Should I tell him how I feel or let it go?

  by megsmomma in

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  brief history: my mom shuns me, my step dad is not a jw but thinks pretty much like one and called me apostate when i tried to tell him some things.

  my step dad and i have never been close, he was verbally abusive to me growing up.. well, last week he and my mom fly up my ex- and his wife with my daughter (all jw's) to go boating with them and my sisters kids.

  i am glad my daughter got to see her cousins....but, i am sure if they talked about me at all it was not positive talk.

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  megsmomma

  I agree RV.....and I know a-lot of us suffer from the results of our families following the ridiculous rules the society imposes.
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  Should I tell him how I feel or let it go?

  by megsmomma in

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  brief history: my mom shuns me, my step dad is not a jw but thinks pretty much like one and called me apostate when i tried to tell him some things.

  my step dad and i have never been close, he was verbally abusive to me growing up.. well, last week he and my mom fly up my ex- and his wife with my daughter (all jw's) to go boating with them and my sisters kids.

  i am glad my daughter got to see her cousins....but, i am sure if they talked about me at all it was not positive talk.

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  megsmomma

  Thanks all for the replies.

  I do appreciate being able to talk about this to people who know how it goes, and how messed up it is.

  I am going to let it go since I vented it here and don't want my daughter paying for it in the future. I don't want to give them any ammunition.

  Thanks everyone!
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  Have you ever faked a service report?

  by Orgull in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  it's only my third day here so, go easy on me.

  lol.. seriously, my new doubts have made it harder and harder to go in service.

  a few months ago, when a new month rolled around, i realized that i hadn't actually gone in service at all the previous month.

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  I think most of us did...

  There are different ways of faking time too in my opinion.

  As a pioneer I would start my time by dropping of old mags in the good ol laundry matt......keep my time going during lunch break by leaving a tract on the table.....run up some time by mentioning the assembly to a worldly relative.....

  I used to feel pretty guilty for doing these things...like Jah would strike me dead as I was filling out the report.....But now.......I am only regretting the time I spent wasting my life for the guys in NY to make money.

  BTW....Cool experience showing how the holds of the Watchtower are letting go of your brain!! Seeing people as people!
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  Should I tell him how I feel or let it go?

  by megsmomma in

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  brief history: my mom shuns me, my step dad is not a jw but thinks pretty much like one and called me apostate when i tried to tell him some things.

  my step dad and i have never been close, he was verbally abusive to me growing up.. well, last week he and my mom fly up my ex- and his wife with my daughter (all jw's) to go boating with them and my sisters kids.

  i am glad my daughter got to see her cousins....but, i am sure if they talked about me at all it was not positive talk.

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  Thanks BFD....

  All this and trying to kill werewolves too....what a day!
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  Should I tell him how I feel or let it go?

  by megsmomma in

  1. jw
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  brief history: my mom shuns me, my step dad is not a jw but thinks pretty much like one and called me apostate when i tried to tell him some things.

  my step dad and i have never been close, he was verbally abusive to me growing up.. well, last week he and my mom fly up my ex- and his wife with my daughter (all jw's) to go boating with them and my sisters kids.

  i am glad my daughter got to see her cousins....but, i am sure if they talked about me at all it was not positive talk.

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  Thanks Andre too.....I really do want to call and get it off my chest.

  I have been holding back for my daughters sake....mainly so they wouldn't talk bad about me to her...but, it doesn't make much of a difference what I do or don't do. They will ALWAYS talk bad about me unless I "go back".

  Today...I AM a bitter and angry apostate. For those who don't understand how I could feel that way......I guess those are the types who are too numb to care.
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  Should I tell him how I feel or let it go?

  by megsmomma in

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  brief history: my mom shuns me, my step dad is not a jw but thinks pretty much like one and called me apostate when i tried to tell him some things.

  my step dad and i have never been close, he was verbally abusive to me growing up.. well, last week he and my mom fly up my ex- and his wife with my daughter (all jw's) to go boating with them and my sisters kids.

  i am glad my daughter got to see her cousins....but, i am sure if they talked about me at all it was not positive talk.

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  Thank you Carla....

  I think some of my mind is still tainted by the cult for even understanding how they could do this! (Oh, well...they are truly family....spiritual family....you may lose your fleshly family for the sake of the society, but we'll give you "fake" family in return and you can feel vindicated)

  I am glad to have some reasonable thinking on my side.
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  Should I tell him how I feel or let it go?

  by megsmomma in

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  2. friends

  brief history: my mom shuns me, my step dad is not a jw but thinks pretty much like one and called me apostate when i tried to tell him some things.

  my step dad and i have never been close, he was verbally abusive to me growing up.. well, last week he and my mom fly up my ex- and his wife with my daughter (all jw's) to go boating with them and my sisters kids.

  i am glad my daughter got to see her cousins....but, i am sure if they talked about me at all it was not positive talk.

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  megsmomma

  Brief history: My mom shuns me, my step dad is not a JW but thinks pretty much like one and called me apostate when I tried to tell him some things. My step dad and I have never been close, he was verbally abusive to me growing up.

  Well, last week he and my mom fly up my ex- and his wife with my daughter (All JW's) to go boating with them and my sisters kids. I am glad my daughter got to see her cousins....but, I am sure if they talked about me at all it was not positive talk. I do not get a call while my daughter is there, however I get a call from step-dad after she's gone to tell me what a great time they had.(he left a message, I did not answer)

  I understand they are in a mind-numbing cult and maybe do not realize how messed up it is to fly an ex-son in law and new wife to hang out with the family...but, I am PISSED and refuse to answer my step-dads calls and wonder should I tell him why....or avoid talking to him at all.

  What I want to say is "Don't you see something is wrong with this picture?? If my own MOM won't talk to me or her other grand daughter, WHY would I want anything to do with you?? Call me when we can be a real family, OK?"

  Then I sound like a "bitter hatefull apostate"....right?

  Arrrrrrrrgggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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  I am so mad right now, I am in a rage.

  by Paralipomenon in

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  2. friends

  this is a vent.

  i just showed up at work and am livid.

  the reason?

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  megsmomma

  Awwwwwww....what a nice wife!! I need to get my hubby on here so he can talk all sweet to me!! I think it is cool that you both can get on here and keep up with eachothers day in a new "high tech" way!
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  Why, exactly, are you here?

  by animal in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  why, exactly, are you here on jwd?.

  are you out of the jw's and still needing association with like people?.

  do you lack the skills to have real friends in real life?.

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  megsmomma

  Oh Changeling...toooooooo funny! BFD....good catch! She is thinkin like a DOG!