It makes me really sad.
Whilst growing up, we were led to believe that the society and congregations needed voluntary contributions. When we took money from the placements we were told they just about cover the printing costs.
We didn't have a hall of our own, so we rented a village hall. We were given a special talk to try to raise money ANY WAY WE COULD to have our quick build (which NEVER TO THIS DAY has happened and where the money we all raised ended up is beyond me).
So, we all rummaged though our jewellery, house, attics, cellars, sold EVERYTHING that we couldn't take with us through ARMAGEDDON. Which included my nan's personal belongings and her furniture my mum inherited. Not that we had a lot from her and certainly we lived hand to mouth in those days (well still do!). My mum sold EVERYTHING and we are talking about a family with NOTHING. Oh the elders wives still draped jewels around their necks, ears and wrists .... went abroad, had lovely clothes etc! When the CO and his wife visited I often thought "How come she can have jewels and nice things when we are asked to sell ours? I thought we couldn't take them with us". It was always like this. We were NEVER to have or expect nice things, cos the congre-bloody-ation needed it!!!!! BALLS.
Now this is 30 odd years ago give or take...... my mum still struggles and my nans personal things are all gone! F..k them! I never understood this!