If you see how GB's live, their rooms, the adulation, the fact that they don't have to cook, or even clean, it just blows your mind.
They play the game of fake humility very well.
this past week's wt study lesson was entitled: 'pioneering strengthens our relationship with god'.. under the subheading 'remaining in the full-time service' in par 14 the wt has the nerve to give this admonition to pioneers: .
'desiring to learn from jesus' example, a pioneer does well to keep in mind that the more material things he has, the more he will have to maintain , repair, or replace.'.
i don't think the gb or anyone in the writing department has the freedom to speak on giving adivce on the matter of 'material things' given the fact that wt has close to a billion dollars in real estate and loads of money in various bank accounts; given the fact that gb is currently building themselves new living quarters with who knows what sort of comforts and other amenities.
If you see how GB's live, their rooms, the adulation, the fact that they don't have to cook, or even clean, it just blows your mind.
They play the game of fake humility very well.
for the last year or so, the opening lyrics to gloria estefan's "always tomorrow" have been howling at me.. i've been alone inside myself, far too long.
never really wanted it that way, but i let it happen..... .
(btw, the message in that song is great for former jw's, if you want to think about the lyrics that way....).
Ditto Rip!
for the last year or so, the opening lyrics to gloria estefan's "always tomorrow" have been howling at me.. i've been alone inside myself, far too long.
never really wanted it that way, but i let it happen..... .
(btw, the message in that song is great for former jw's, if you want to think about the lyrics that way....).
Trebor, I will only be Chairman for a year, before the leadership elects a new one. Maybe we can split up the power into 5 committees.
for the last year or so, the opening lyrics to gloria estefan's "always tomorrow" have been howling at me.. i've been alone inside myself, far too long.
never really wanted it that way, but i let it happen..... .
(btw, the message in that song is great for former jw's, if you want to think about the lyrics that way....).
So what does "being healthy" look like?
That's what I got so far...
Oh, being honest. That could be a big one for ex JW's. :)
for the last year or so, the opening lyrics to gloria estefan's "always tomorrow" have been howling at me.. i've been alone inside myself, far too long.
never really wanted it that way, but i let it happen..... .
(btw, the message in that song is great for former jw's, if you want to think about the lyrics that way....).
Thanks Steve. My life needs to be about other people, and getting outside myself. (so yeah, I go ahead and write yet ANOTHER existential post about me... LOL)
i have been reading a lot about the downsizing of branch offices and congregations lately.
i know of a few being downsized personally.
this addresses two critical issues that the gb is facing.
I have been reading a lot about the downsizing of branch offices and congregations lately. I know of a few being downsized personally. This addresses two critical issues that the GB is facing
One is cash flow. A real consequence of dumbing down their flock is, they are usually not formally educated to get work that pays well. As a result, donations are on the decline. Additionally, recent converts (at least anecdotally to me) are not in as well educated demographic, meaning their ability to make substantial donations is limited. People who have higher paying jobs also have better internet access, and some curiosity, so they can see what JW's are about on their own, whereas 20 years ago, that wasn't the case.
The other issue is the drop in elders and MS. We all have seen it. You can't have congregations run with the amount of elders and MS that are available. This will also limit the amount of CO's needed to visit the congregations, so the Borg saves money there as well.
The GB will spin this as using "YHWH;s" extorted/donated resources more wisely. In fact, the GB just wants to make sure they are taken care of. The next 20 years? That's GB 3.0's problem.
i'm from jamaica, montego bay to be exact.
if there are other jamaicans here, feel free to let me know.. with that said, it was announced at our last meeting (a letter was read) that the branch office (bethel) in kingston would be closing, and affairs would soon be directed from us hq.
now the branch office here is a large compound built on acres of prime real estate.
There is no doubt in my mind that the Borg does not have the cash flow they once did. Branches AND congregations are being downsized purely for cash flow. The property is then sold, and where do you think the profits for the sales go?
I know of several congregations lately that are being merged into larger ones, and the KH's are being sold. The money will go to Bethel. This is purely an economic move.
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had this conversion with my dad earlier today, hes an elder...both my parents were laid off during the recession, however, they saved and lived a decent life.
Selfishly, I saw several decade vested Bethlites being shown the door in 2005, and that absolutely accelerated my desire to leave. I wasn't going to be in Africa for 10 years, get Malaria, then get sent home because I wasn't healthy with no savings or skills. It seemed like every so often, a GB at morning worship would comment about how those "who get a new "assignment" (code for, being kicked out of Bethel into a local congregation) need to trust in Jehovah....
What struck me most was the sheer terror of the old timers not in the any of the 5 major departments and with no skills. Particularly the sisters, who had been there all their lives, and were now seeing for the first time how they were really viewed in the Borg's eyes. Just pure anxiety.
Glad your dad is being realistic!
for the last year or so, the opening lyrics to gloria estefan's "always tomorrow" have been howling at me.. i've been alone inside myself, far too long.
never really wanted it that way, but i let it happen..... .
(btw, the message in that song is great for former jw's, if you want to think about the lyrics that way....).
Billy, it seems that the higher up you go on the JW company ladder, the more you have to pretend and lie to stay there. I think elders and FT preachers have a real challenge on that score when they leave. I admire those that got DF'd for doing things and being true to themselves. They are WAY ahead of me.
The problem is, me being me is tantamount to being a 5 year old who has no tact or grace. So rather than expose people to that immature, under developed part of my personality, I pretend.
Maybe I am not as far away as I think, but I am tired of pretending to be above it all. I was clueless about my haughtiness.
an elder called and left me a voicemail today.
he wants me to call him back at my convenience.
lol.. its been almost 2 years since he last tried to contact me.
Ha. Have fun with it. I wish I did. I had elders who thought I went off the deep end refuse to believe it. It took them over a month to announce my resignation.
It only matters to communicate with them if you want to know where you stand, and if the deed was finally done. If it doesn't matter, I would wear a Santa outfit every evening this month just in case they come by.