Clam --------- ROFLMAO on that equation............
Crumpet....... I feel for you, dear. If it makes you feel any better, I had an interesting night with an ex of mine myself last night. Not sure if evil is afoot or if things could actually be getting resolved finally there................................... Evil or not, men can certainly be CONFUSING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
....to get out of bed to do massive hrs of service each month?.
This question depresses me. It reminds me how deceived I really WAS.... I honestly believed I was helping people out--and in a way of even bigger significance than my previous plans to pursure a Ph.D. in psych could have done, because...you know...new system all....the help I could give people in *this* manner would have way more lasting benefit! LOL
And, I believed I was helping to 'vindicate' Jehovah's name--which had special significance to me because of some things I had gone through inmy past, where I could have used someone's help in that regard.......identifying a little too much with the 'Jehovah's good name is being unjustly smeared through the mud' thing. I had wanted that help for me, so I wanted to give that help where I could.
Amazing, the movtivations we come up with, isn't it? For any of the things we do.
stupid dream!
you can't move!
your body feels like dead weights!
((((((((((((((((( wozadummmy )))))))))))))))))))) For you and your wife.
...get a divorce and at least have a chance at happiness?
my husband and i would never have gotten married if we weren't both in the borg.
now we're both out and we have nothing in common.
I'm just feeling a little giddy with relief at the moment so I don't know how much sense this makes!
It's not a sustainable solution, Hon. It just trades one set of problems for another and the same misery crops up again when the logistical limitations of this arrangement begin rearing ugly heads. It's okay...you don't have to make any permanent or long term decisions about it tonight. Make decisions at the pace at which you are ready. ((((((((((((( HUGS )))))))))))))
i was always a big fan of van halen from their roth days to hagar.
i just wish they could get their act together and tour again with roth, like they planned before they lose it.
this is eddie in the 1980's.
The picture at this link is not nearly so bad.
http://www.tmz.com/2007/03/08/eddie-van-halen-checks-into-rehab/?sem=1&ncid=AOLTMZ00170000000002
Ya gotta realize, we ALL have pictures of us that are extremely unflattering on up to QUITE flattering....it's not fair to compare one extreme to the other and call it age progression. I think the pic at the link above is a better comparison. Plus, he's 49 ---basically 50 years old.......... What? Is he supposed to look 25 forever? Leave that to the James Deans of the world.
stupid dream!
you can't move!
your body feels like dead weights!
I've told this story before. I imagine people get tired of it
I haven't heard/ read it, so I couldn't be tired of it. I'm sure I'm not the only one interested to know.
J-ex-W I had two bone marrow biopsies last year because they thought I had cancer. Dr said he didn't see big enough number of abnormal cells for it to be cancer. I have problems with lymphocytosis and neutropenia. My ENT gave me a steroid shot for my Occipital Neuritis that further decreased my immunity and got one of those kid's skin disorders called molluscum contagiosum. I've got these things all over my body. I went to my other doctor he put me on Zovirax said it was nothing "unless you're immunocompromised" okay I am. He said it could take forever to get rid of. It's on my arms, back, breast, chest, stomach, and legs! And it's u-g-l-y! They've, also, said that my Epstein Barr titers are high. . .
My husband had the hemipelvectomy way back in 1984 for soft tissue sarcoma of the sciatic nerve related to Agent Orange exposure.
Oh, Honey, I'm sorry!! What a mess...... Man really does know how to throw all kinds of dangerous and damaging elements into the mix, don't they? Just the Epstein Barr is enough to show your immune system is taxed...and therefore, compromised. Some of those other things I'll have to look up--but not right now, 'cause I'm way too tired. I've had all of 2-3 hrs. sleep in the last twenty-four, just this afternoon, in fact.
Ya know, if you're chronically sleep deprived (from poor quality, not necessarily quantity), which it sounds like you are, from your description of your sleep behaviors, your immune system will be further taxed. It's during the deep sleep phase (delta) that the immune system gets to reboot. Robbed of that, it's downhill from there. [But I'm sure I don't need to tell you that.]
(((((((((( HUGS )))))))))))), MsMcD. You know, I haven't posted it on the thread, but you're one of the people I'd like to meet in person.
stupid dream!
you can't move!
your body feels like dead weights!
MsMcD------- Are you okay? I hope these subjects didn't bring up too many upset feelings for you.......
...but i can't say anything more right now.
still, it's amazingly, wonderfully, ain't the sky a gorgeous shade of blue today kind of news.
wish me luck... .
You don't have to sign up for an account to read what I wrote. At any rate, I'll summarize. I have met a wonderful lady named Kerri who is also a writer. She has the same sense of humor I have and looks at so many things the same way I do that I'm bowled over.
So happy for you, Tom!! Sharing a sense of humor and life philosophies is so important...........
stupid dream!
you can't move!
your body feels like dead weights!
(Sorry...I'm venting now, since you've said you're in the medical field. I think it's important that medical people know these kinds of unusual situations DO exist.............)You don't have to tell me. My husband was misdiagnosed and lost his leg and half his pelvis. My mother didn't get diagnosed for a goiter regrowth that ultimately killed her. And I won't tell you about me. . . basically they don't know what it is. That's why I'm off work.
I thought I had AIDS or hepatitis because of working with patients with these diseases. Nope, it is not that. I think the doctor/s is waiting for something to blow up so they can diagnose it.
OH, MsMcD--- I AM SOOOOO SORRRYY!!!!!!!!!!! ((((((((((((((( MsMcD ))))))))))))))))
So what did diagnosis on your husband turn out to be, what did they think it was, and is he getting appropriate (albeit, too late) treatment for it now?
Sorry about your mom, too. And so what do they think is the deal with your situation now? What kinds of things are they looking for/ at? You can PM me if you want.
stupid dream!
you can't move!
your body feels like dead weights!
Yeah, Twitch, what you're describing is an entirely different kettle of fish. Dreams like that usually are rooted in some kind of emotional turmoil, the mind/ body needing the dream action as some kind of a chemical 'release' from the internal stressors (and, I'm guessing) cascades of stress chemicals resulting therefrom. THAT, is normal.
