Try this for a how the scriptures were presented in black and white:
newmedia.eng.haifa.ac.il/?p=2043
(I don't know how to make this clickable)
I took a copy of this to the elder when I was in trouble. This crude way of writing--how could they fault me for not agreeing with the WT view of reality?*
If if gets to you the same way it has gotten to me, I can't see how any story isn't mistaken from how it is in the mind of it's first "teller". It just seemed wrong to make a religion out of these writings. It seems that every man for himself--And, if there is a god he/she would understand how confused we are at the crap information we've got to work with.
*They didn't care, BTW.