can't explain this one.. right in the middle of my shift i became disassociative.. my brain locked and i threw my hands up and kept repeating, "i can't do this!
i can't take this!
right out the front door of the bookstore.. i wasn't angry.
Whatever the past...........you are dear to me
So I hope you can get through this and find the right help if required or just peace and calm in your soul.........from personal experience when you feel 'nothing' it is usually overload of feeling too much.......your mind/body is saying it has had enough.....
Take care and know this to shall pass
Fi
nvrgnbk.
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hey nvrgnbk you really need to get a life man - this is six months only!!
So HS
if Terry is the spelling police...........and he throws his book shop at you.............are you being 'booked' for some sort of crime.......
healthy people don't go to a doctor.
if they do they are hypochondriacs.
hypochondriacs spend their time and money on imagined illnesses.
I am laughing at the the thought of my 14 year old son dressing up as a cowboy and riding around on a make believe horse.........I understand your perspective now, and then as a 14 year old.......but to say your childhood was over that day is sad.
My son loves nothing more than rolling around a muddy field playing rugby or sitting up late when he has a mate over to stay chatting and chuckling away discussing all 14 year old boy related stuff........it drives me to distraction sometimes when at midnight (school holiday time) I can hear him and his mate still giggling away........this happened the other day and whilst they were not loud they were still at it.........you know what I thought........we have a short time on this planet, we have a short period of innocence and childhood and what harm are they doing............they are just entertaining themselves in a harmless way...........
JWD is obviously part of your entertainment, and whilst I understand you let loose without putting the fancy stuff on (talcom and aftershave) you have to consider that for some your method is insulting and offensive......it doesnt help the people it is designed to help.
Sometimes you appear so forceful you scare off the people you are trying to reach.........the ones that agree with you are going to give you a cheer and defend you.........the ones that disagree step into your ring at there peril........you can be intimidating on occassion.
That said I guess I recognise that your heart is in the right place.........just my thoughts.
having read through several of the recent threads on gods existence, religious hypochondria and those who simply state that they really dont care i asked myself the question why?.
why do some people have faith and a desire to worship and believe?.
why do some people despise faith and lack any sense of a 'greater' being?.
Having read through several of the recent threads on Gods existence, Religious hypochondria and those who simply state that they really dont care I asked myself the question why?
Why do some people have faith and a desire to worship and believe?
Why do some people despise faith and lack any sense of a 'greater' being?
The facts and questions could be discussed/debated and vehemently argued all day long (and often are) and the answer is there are no solid answers.........for those believers they cannot give absolute proof of a 'Gods' existence and for those that do not believe they cannot give absolute proof in a 'Gods' non existence.
So are some people hard wired to believe whilst others are not?
Interesting articles about this matter include
http://abcnews.go.com/2020/Story?id=3157321&page=1
http://edition.cnn.com/2007/HEALTH/04/04/neurotheology/index.html
(I have faith these links will work.........but will try to sort them out if they dont)
If some are 'hard wired' to believe this leads to questions such as
Why are they?
Does consideration of this idea lessen the need to 'bash' religion, God and believers?
And if this hard wiring is only part of evolution (a possible atheistic view) what purpose has it and does it serve?
Has in fact the part of the brain that makes belief and worship possible bought in some ways benefit to mankind and can it continue to?
so, have i heard right?
do you guys get free health, dental care?
including like, orthodontia, braces which cost roughly $5,000 w/o insurance in the americas, usually half with?
First three questions answered by other posters........
Yankee accents..........I dont mind them but there are more sexy accents in the world........French for example.
Fast food chains (American)........dont have a favourite and dont really eat much fast food........though I love chinese, thai and indian food.
American favourite TV shows.............I love, love, love West Wing, Boston Legal, Sopranos and 24.
Favourite british accent........not really got one.......but I think male Scottish voices can be very sexy.......think Sean Connery.
Good luck to Posh and Becks is what I say............they have been in Spain for so long pre going to America we dont really miss them.......David is cute though and I love watching him captain the English football team in the world cup which is the only time I watch football. Posh is a very clever lady me thinks.........who has made a lot of money from understanding effective marketing.
i've long known, and most of you probably have as well, that there was something not all there with me.
mostly i put it down to me being bad.
questions i've never been asked before.
Just came across this........might be worth looking at
http://www.davincimethod.com/bipolar/gclid=CMni1ff324OCFQfllAodvz37YQ
hope it works otherwise I will edit it...............ok I cant get it to the right page.......but basically this claims to help transform your bipolar temperament from a problem to the secret of your success and mentions famous folk like Beethoven, Hendrix, Van Gogh and Ben Stiller who either are or were sufferers.
i've long known, and most of you probably have as well, that there was something not all there with me.
mostly i put it down to me being bad.
questions i've never been asked before.
Crumpet................remember whatever your diagnoses.........you are a beautiful work in progress.
Big hugs
Feefster x
my brother in law is enlisiting the help and support of family members in undertaking a half marathon, december 6th in aid of leukemia research from which his brother died twenty years ago........ so in a moment of madness i agreed to do it and also roped in my husband and 2 friends..........now i think i am the least fit of us 4.......i used to run regularly but havent done for a couple of years............i knackered my knee badly in 1999 (basically ripped it apart falling off a horse which then bolted up the road with my foot still in the stirrup)........so now although i can run slowly i get pain in my knee's....... so i have between now and first week in december to get fit and ready for a half marathon........the furthest i have run before is probably 6 miles.......... so am i biting off more than i can chew?.
any recommended fitness programmes?.
any special diet tips?.
Hey Ninja..................congrats.......
you responded to a post without doing a funny...........ok I kinda missed it...........surely you can come up with something
All the best buddy and thanks for the tips.
And thanks to all for the good luck wishes
my brother in law is enlisiting the help and support of family members in undertaking a half marathon, december 6th in aid of leukemia research from which his brother died twenty years ago........ so in a moment of madness i agreed to do it and also roped in my husband and 2 friends..........now i think i am the least fit of us 4.......i used to run regularly but havent done for a couple of years............i knackered my knee badly in 1999 (basically ripped it apart falling off a horse which then bolted up the road with my foot still in the stirrup)........so now although i can run slowly i get pain in my knee's....... so i have between now and first week in december to get fit and ready for a half marathon........the furthest i have run before is probably 6 miles.......... so am i biting off more than i can chew?.
any recommended fitness programmes?.
any special diet tips?.
Thanks all for your advice...............I am moderately fit, probably........although I havent been running, I walk almost everyday (2-4miles) with my dog at least once.
Over the last few weeks I have stepped this up with running/walking.........with this event in mind........but like I say.........my knee is sore whilst I am running.......although it goes off after a while......and sometimes my legs just feel like lead.
I love cross country running......the countryside around where I live is gorgeous........but it has been like having a mud bath everytime I go out recently because of all the rain we have had.........at last the sun is back though............
Thanks again
my brother in law is enlisiting the help and support of family members in undertaking a half marathon, december 6th in aid of leukemia research from which his brother died twenty years ago........ so in a moment of madness i agreed to do it and also roped in my husband and 2 friends..........now i think i am the least fit of us 4.......i used to run regularly but havent done for a couple of years............i knackered my knee badly in 1999 (basically ripped it apart falling off a horse which then bolted up the road with my foot still in the stirrup)........so now although i can run slowly i get pain in my knee's....... so i have between now and first week in december to get fit and ready for a half marathon........the furthest i have run before is probably 6 miles.......... so am i biting off more than i can chew?.
any recommended fitness programmes?.
any special diet tips?.
My brother in law is enlisiting the help and support of family members in undertaking a half marathon, December 6th in aid of Leukemia research from which his brother died twenty years ago.......
So in a moment of madness I agreed to do it and also roped in my husband and 2 friends..........now I think I am the least fit of us 4.......I used to run regularly but havent done for a couple of years............I knackered my knee badly in 1999 (basically ripped it apart falling off a horse which then bolted up the road with my foot still in the stirrup)........so now although I can run slowly I get pain in my knee's......
So I have between now and first week in December to get fit and ready for a half marathon........the furthest I have run before is probably 6 miles.........
So am I biting off more than I can chew?
Any recommended fitness programmes?
Any special diet tips?
Thanks in advance
