Hi. I'm a lurker, this is my first post. I'm kind of young so I haven't really felt qualified to contribute, but here I go anyway:
After I became disillusioned with my religion, I still 'loved Jehovah'. I loved him deeply and sincerely because in my mind I equated him with the creator, and there's a lot to love about creation.
I don't think so anymore. If there is a being out there responsible for our world, why would he limit himself to a single faith? Diversity is inherent in our biological systems. Wouldn't he reflect the qualities of his own creation? Also, if such a being existed, why would he choose such a hateful group as his single channel on earth, and then punish the rest of us for not joining it?
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The purpose of this website is for all of us to share our journey together, there's not age requirement or time spent on hours here for you to comment what's been happening in your life. Please do share, you have every right to help us learn through your personal travels through the Organization. I wish everyone who visited this site would feel comfortable enough to share their point of view, I know the Owner of JWN would love everyone sharing their experiences and deeply feels all visitors have something of value to share, just ask them! Welcome and I hope you hang around until things begin to make sense or you can your traction like we all are trying too.
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"I still believe in God and have faith in his provisions but I found I couldn't remain actively preaching as a Jehovah's Witness and not feel a complete hypocrite. A friend commented to me that they can join in preaching but never mention some primary teachings that they are not happy with. I felt identifying myself as Jehovah's Witness would show my support. I have gone back to the hall at times but not to joining in the preaching work and after awhile I found there was little point especially if I was honest to all about how I felt. In the future who knows what changes will be made and maybe I would be able to whole heartedly support the kingdom preaching done by Jehovah's Witnesses but I feel God doesn't want lukewarm activity."
Nice post, I think many here are where you are, we are trying to find the Truth without realizing the fact that, No Organization has the Truth! Time after time, False Prophets, greedy deceivers pretending to know what God wants go beyond what is written and why? Their goal is to separate you from your family, mind and money until your a enemy against the Good News Jesus Christ preached and that which the Apostles picked up and further expounded on from the Holy Spirit! It's hard after being told "You have the truth" realizing we all got tricked and gave away our most precious resource, our health and life to further the interest of a $$$ Publishing Company producing lies!