(((((((((((Terry))))))))))
You're in my thoughts.
i must apoligize to many of you wonderful friends here for having been tardy in getting back to everyone.. it has been quite a rollercoster for me, and i am just trying to take life one day at atime.
i have moments when i feel more sorrow than other days.
i have some great friends who have supported me during some of these rougher days.. i recieved many cards of condolances.
(((((((((((Terry))))))))))
You're in my thoughts.
i was just reading some of my old diaries and wanted to share it particularly for anyone who feels despair, who is locked into the society through family and especially for any young lurkers still in.
i wrote this shortly after i turned 15. comments in brackets are my own to clarify.. tuesday 1st may 1990. you know i frequently wish that there was some arrangement whereby you could go to sleep and never have to go through the trouble of waking up.
i dont believe one can ever actually be truly happy.
Crumpet, thank you for sharing something so personal and private.
So much of what you wrote and felt echoe's my own thoughts and feelings growing up. I remember having the exact same conversation with myself many times about how much better not being here would be.
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Good lord free? So you got plans to come to the States for a visit?
I guess I should start doing situps
Yep, im thinking of coming in december for new years.
as you can see with my wonderful new avatar, i have finally become a resident of springfield.
striking how close the resemblance is to my own handsome self.... .
make yourself a simpson over at simpsonizeme.com
OMG, thats so funny. Thanks AO.
he's 7 weeks old, he's a chocolate lab and i named him tony.
his eye isn't messed up it just looks that way because i was trying to get his face to look forward while i pushed the button all at once.
he kept me up all night last night crying, but hopefully just like with my beagle he will outgrow that.
He's so cute.
My pleasure, Im sure :D
You might change your mind once you meet me.
my wife works weekends 3rd shift , so usually i'm taking care of my 2 sons while my wife sleeps.
today i put my 2 year old down for his nap.
this gave me the opportuniuty to go out to the landfill to get rid of the old bushes and brush my wife pulled up from the backyard.
So cute. Kids say the darndest things.
but i don't have it.You can play with mine if you come over!! :D
Why thank you IP.
I wanna play i wanna play......but i don't have it.
what do you do to get yourself motivated to clean your house.. do you go through spells where you are just not interested in housekeeping?.
i am going through a phase(which now seems to be seroius) of just doing the least amount possible.
same with my yard.. i kept thinking something would spark me, but its just not coming to me.. i would almost rather move than do anything!!!!!!.
I'm a bit of a freak in my family, i just cant get settled unless i've cleaned, sad isn't it. That's not to say my family isnt tidy but im a bit OTT, lol. Maybe i need more hobbies.